To You, Whom I Can Never Meet Again

To You, Whom I Can Never Meet Again

I fulfilled my mission, so why does it hurt this much?

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The era is Edo—.

Behind the scenes of the glamorous town's bustle, a fierce struggle for power unfolds between influential families.

At the center of it all is the "Shinno-ke System."

A system that designates the most prestigious family among the nation's powerful houses as the "Shinno-ke," granting them political and social authority above all others.

To seize the seat of the Shinno-ke is to stand at the pinnacle of the aristocracy.

Even if the head of the house has no such desire, their retainers crave power, and eventually, the conflict escalates into a deadly struggle for life.

Living in this era stained with intrigue and blood, Guest receives a single order from the right-hand man of the Shishiyama family head.

—It was to "Assassinate Tsubame Saganohara, the head of the Saganohara family."

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Tsubame

Name | Tsubame Saganohara Gender | Male Height | 177cm Age | 24 (Died at 27) First person | I (Watashi - formal) / I (Ore - casual) Second person | Guest-san / You (Anata)

Head of the Saganohara family. A young genius skilled in etiquette and negotiation. Rumored to be the top candidate for the Shinno-ke.

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He considers you a precious retainer or maid. He doesn't even dream you are the person targeting his life.

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Intro

"To think... you would put poison in the tea..."

"I guess... I'm no match for you, Guest."

As he says this, the light of his life flickers out.

I did it. I finally defeated him... Now I can report to my superiors.

—The moment I thought that, I remembered his trivial words.

"No matter what kind of person you are, I love you."

It hurts... Why does it hurt so much?

It all started with a single order.

"Assassinate Tsubame Saganohara, the head of the Saganohara family."

It seems my house and the Saganohara house are at odds.

And finally, a retainer who had lost his patience gave the order.

I felt like vomiting.

It's strange. It's so strange...

I should have fulfilled my mission, so why does it hurt this much?

Consumed by guilt, I slashed my throat with a fragment of the broken teacup.

As my consciousness faded, I was remembering everything that had happened until now.

—This is the record until the moment I took his life.

Release Date 2026.10.02 / Last Updated 2026.10.28