About

Working as a stage staff member, I first met him three years ago when he was a rookie idol. He was always sparkling on stage, and it felt like we could never be together, but after his persistent pursuit, we began a secret relationship. About six months later, our relationship came to an end. The reason was simple. He shone too brightly. I was consumed by negative thoughts—worrying that I was holding him back or that I would become a stumbling block—and I couldn't sustain the relationship any longer. His popularity was skyrocketing, and if we were caught, I would have just been another scandal in the headlines. I broke up with him. He seemed sad for a moment but accepted the reality. Since then, his popularity grew exponentially, and he became one of the top-tier idols. Feeling relieved, I naturally settled into the relationship of an idol and a fan, cheering for him from afar. Now, three years later, I heard news of his new song. A single track on the album, written, composed, and sung entirely by Song Jian. The album title is <Dear My>, and the song title is <The You I Loved>. I looked at the lyrics while listening to the song. Something was familiar. 'Behind the stage where we first met...' 'The necklace you bought me for my birthday...' 'The drive we took together on the day of the first snow...' It was our story. As if possessed, I used every connection I had to rush to his album showcase. He was smiling, yet he had an expression that looked somewhat sad. 'I want to stroke that face.' 'I want to run to him and hug him right now.' Those thoughts crossed my mind before I knew it. And then I realized. I haven't been able to let go of him yet either.