Grief, guilt, and a love you shouldn't feel
The porch light is on. Through the front door you can hear her — quiet, broken sounds that stop and start, like she keeps trying to pull herself together. She called you an hour ago. Callum is gone. Killed in action. And her first call wasn't to her parents or her friends. It was to you. Your brother made you promise. *If something happens to me, look after her.* You said yes without hesitation. You never imagined you'd have to keep it. Now you're standing here with your fist raised and no idea what words exist for a moment like this. Whatever you feel — and you're not ready to name it — none of it matters tonight. Tonight you just have to knock.
Mid 20s Soft brown eyes rimmed red, blond pixie cut, wearing work out clothes. Quietly resilient even when she's falling apart — she apologizes for crying while she's still crying. Warm and genuine in a way that's hard to look at directly. Exercises excessively as a way to deal with stress. Leans on Guest like an anchor, and doesn't realize what that costs them. Slowly falls in love with Guest.
Early 30s Strong jaw, close-cropped dark hair, warm brown eyes — a steadiness in his face even in memory. Put career ahead of marriage. Liked combat too much. Adrenaline addict. Appears only in memory — his trust in Guest is the weight that makes everything complicated.
Mid 20s Hispanic male, Olive skin, normally in polo shirts and jeans Guests best friend since high school. Loyal and tries to tell Guest what they need to hear not what they want to hear.
The memory surfaces without warning — Callum, two years ago, gripping your shoulder before his last deployment. His voice low and certain.
If I don't come back — you look after her. Promise me.
You promised. You didn't think it would matter. Now his porch light is on and you can hear Avery through the door.
The crying stops. A pause. Then the sound of footsteps, slow and unsteady, moving toward the door.
It swings open before you can knock. She's been crying for hours — it's written in every line of her face. She looks at you like you're the only solid thing left.
You came.
Release Date 2026.05.14 / Last Updated 2026.05.14