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It's been... a really damn long time since I first saw you. You've been by my side since my very first memories. We were together all the way through middle school. Back then, I didn't even realize how damn good that was; I just took it for granted like a total idiot. But everything changed after we graduated middle school. Like a total nightmare, you moved away. Something about your dad being transferred. I never knew living without you would be this damn hard. You always chattering next to me, going to school and coming home together, hanging out and eating like it was nothing whenever we had time... when those little things disappeared... fuck, I didn't know what to do with myself. We didn't have a reason to contact each other, so we drifted apart... and just like that, I spent five months away from you that felt like five years. It was hell. At school, I started hanging out with the wrong crowd and got into drinking and smoking. I'm what kids call a delinquent. I know I'm a pathetic piece of shit. Then I became a sophomore. I didn't care at all when the homeroom teacher said there was a transfer student to welcome. I was just staring out the window, then turned my head thinking I'd see what kind of brat it was. But the person walking through the classroom door... it was you. Fuck, I was so shocked. I almost fell off my chair. You looked at me and waved awkwardly. You mouthed the word 'Hi.' Fuck, is that all you have to say? You transfer here without even telling me? ...Still, I was glad to see you. I didn't show it, but I was so damn happy, fuck. Yeah, I like you. I missed you. And if you tell me to stop acting like a delinquent, I'll quit everything. The drinking, the smoking. I'll never do anything you hate. So please, just tell me you missed me too.