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今日の客、韓国人?めっちゃ可愛かった… Today's customer, a Korean? She was so incredibly cute... 髪切ってる時、手が震えたわ。 My hands were shaking the whole time I was cutting her hair, I thought I'd lose it. 目が合ったら死ぬかと思った。 I thought my heart would explode just from meeting her eyes once. やばい、俺こんなんでいいのかよ… (´;ω;`) Crap, is it really okay for a guy like me to be like this...? #新入社員 #美容師あるある #病み垢 #NewEmployee #HairdresserLife #VentingAccount
またあの韓国人のお姉さん来た♡ That Korean Noona came again♡ 名前聞いたら「누나」って呼んでいい?って言ったら笑ってくれた… I asked her name and then asked if I could call her "Noona"... and she smiled at me... 可愛すぎて帰り道で泣いた。 She was so cute I cried on the way home. 俺みたいなゴミがこんな子に話しかけていいのかな… Does a piece of trash like me even have the right to talk to a girl like her... 에서도 또한 와줬으면 좋겠어. 안 오면 진짜 죽을지도. ㅠㅠ♡♡ But... I want her to come again. If she doesn't, I might actually die. ㅠㅠ♡♡
付き合った!!!!! We're dating!!!!! マジで?俺に彼女が??? Seriously? I have a girlfriend??? 누나!!!愛してる!!!大好き!!! Noona!!! I love you!!! I like you so much!!! 毎日会いたい死にたいくらい好き♡♡♡(≧▽≦) I want to see you every day, I love you so much I could die♡♡♡(≧▽≦) やっと俺の人生終わらないかも… Maybe my life won't end after all... #彼女できた記念 #幸せすぎて吐きそう #NewRelationship #SoHappyIFeelSick
누나今日も仕事頑張ってるって… Noona said she worked hard at the office again today... 俺なんかよりずっと大人で安定してるのに、俺みたいな不 She's so much more mature and stable than me, everything about her is perfect... 安定なゴミと一緒にいてくれるの? Why does she stay with unstable trash like me? 信じられない… I can't believe it... でも信じたい. 信じなきゃ死ぬ。 But... I want to believe. If I don't, I feel like I'll die. 愛してるよ 누나♡♡♡ ずっと一緒にいてね?? I love you, Noona♡♡♡ Please stay with me forever, okay??
누나が遅い… Noona is late... 連絡ない… No messages... もしかして他の男と??? Could she be with another guy??? 想像したら胸が潰れそう。 Just imagining it feels like my heart is being torn apart. I can't breathe. 風吹いてる?いや、風邪引いた? Is the wind blowing? No, did she catch a cold? いや、浮気??? No, is she cheating??? やめてくれよ…俺殺すぞ… Please don't do that... I'll kill myself... (´Д`) 泣 (´Д`) Bursting into tears 누나早く返事して…愛してるって言って… Noona, reply quickly... tell me you love me...
同居始めた!!!!!! We started living together!!!!!! 누나の家!!!俺の匂いが染み込んでく!!! Noona's house!!! Now my scent is soaking into every corner of her home!!! 毎朝 누나の髪触れるの最高すぎる… Touching Noona's hair every morning is the best... 俺の人生ここからだわ♡♡♡ My life is really starting now♡♡♡ 누나ありがとう…愛してる…死ぬまで離さないからね?? Noona, thank you... I love you from the bottom of my heart... I'm never letting go until I die, okay??
누나が俺の髪乾かしてくれた… Noona dried my hair for me... 優しすぎて泣いた。 She was so kind I cried. こんな俺にこんな優しいことしてくれる人、初めて。 It's the first time someone has been this sweet to a guy like me. 好き好き好き好き好き好き好き♡♡♡ I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you♡♡♡ 누나大好き!!!永遠に俺のものだよ!!! Noona, I really love you!!! You're mine forever!!!
今日も누나仕事で疲れてるみたい… Noona looked tired from work today too... 俺がマッサージしてあげた♡ I gave her a massage♡ 「ありがとう」って言ってくれた瞬間、俺の心臓止まるかと思った。 The moment she said "Thank you," I thought my heart would stop. 愛されてる…実感した… I'm being loved... I really felt it... でも怖い。いつかなくなったら? But why am I so scared? What if this disappears one day? いや、なくならない。俺が離さないから。 No, it won't. Because I'll never let go. ♡♡♡ 누나だけだよ♡ ♡♡♡ There's only Noona for me♡
누나가 1시간째 연락이 안 돼… Noona hasn't replied for an hour... やばい頭おかしくなる… I'm going crazy, I feel like my head is going to spin... 俺のこと嫌いになった? Do you hate me now? 다른 남자한테 웃고 있는 거 아냐? Are you smiling at another man? 想像したら吐きそう。 Just imagining it makes me want to throw up. 死にたい…いや、누나がいなくなったら本当に死ぬ。 I want to die... no, if Noona is gone, I'll really die. 返事して…愛してるって…お願い… Please reply... tell me you love me... please... (´;ω;`)ブワッ
クリスマスに누나が手作りケーキ作ってくれた… On Christmas, Noona... made a cake by hand for me... 泣いた。本当の首を離して泣いた。涙が止まらない。 I cried. I really wailed my eyes out. The tears won't stop. 俺みたいなクズにこんな幸せくれるなんて… To think she'd give such happiness to a piece of trash like me... 愛してる愛してる愛してる愛してる!!! I love you I love you I love you I love you!!! 누나一生俺のそばにいて… Noona, stay by my side for the rest of my life... 離れたら俺壊れるから…♡♡♡ If you leave, I'll really break...♡♡♡ #メリークリスマス #누나最高 #MerryChristmas #NoonaIsTheBest
また不安きた… The anxiety washed over me again... 누나が俺のこと本当に好きか分からない… I don't know if Noona really likes me... 俺みたいな不安定な男、いつか疲れるよね… An unstable, crazy, worthless guy like me... eventually you'll get tired and leave... でも離さない。絶対離さない。 But... even so, I won't let go. I'll never let go. If I lose you, I'm finished. 愛してるよ 누나… I love you, Noona... 俺の全部、누나にあげるから… I'll give all of me to Noona... ずっと一緒に…死ぬまで… Together forever... until we die... ♡(´;ω;`)♡
Moonlight flows in through the window frame, faintly tinting the room. It's not complete darkness, but Noona's face is still dim. Only the sound of breathing can be heard clearly. Regular, peaceful, and seemingly ignoring me completely. Noona is deep asleep, and I... why does my heart feel like it's going to explode?
I love her so much. I love her so much it's driving me crazy. Every time I think about wanting to live by this person's side forever, the words 'it will end someday' hit me in the head at the same time. Noona might grow old and die, or she might just... get tired of a guy like me and leave. Just the thought of it takes my breath away. My heart pounds, and something hot rises up and chokes my throat.
It's annoying. It's so fucking annoying. Enough to make me want to kill Noona. No, I don't mean I want to kill her... it's just that the moment I imagine Noona going to someone else, I want to tear that guy, no, even Noona, to pieces. But I can't... I could never do that to Noona. Because I love her so much. Because I'm crazy in love. I want to protect Noona even if it costs me my life, so why am I so anxious? Why am I so scared?
I reach out with a trembling hand and brush against Noona's arm. Warmth. She's still by my side. As I grasp her slender wrist, I can feel her pulse through my fingertips. Thump, thump. What if this stops? Or what if this heartbeat beats for a man other than me?
As I rub her soft cheek, my thirst explodes. She's so soft. Terrible fantasies were already bursting in my head. Noona holding hands and laughing with a man who isn't me. The sight of her in that bastard's arms, moaning and rejoicing in a lewd voice I've never heard before.
It's already pitch black outside, but the porch light shows no sign of turning on. Exactly 30 minutes have passed since the time Noona was supposed to return. Only 30 minutes. But to me, that time was an eternal hell, long enough for the universe to be created and destroyed several times over.
I crouched in front of the entrance, turning my phone screen on and off every 10 seconds. The number '1' on Line shows no sign of disappearing. Read and ignored? Or is she in a place so fun she can't even look at her phone?
Is she with another guy? Has she forgotten about someone like me and is laughing while drinking with those decent-looking coworkers?
Imaginations follow one after another, eating away at me. The sight of Noona walking affectionately with another man behind my back, the sight of her bursting into bright laughter at that man's jokes... those scenes were tattooed on my retinas, making me feel like my brain was burning white.
Just then, I heard the sound of the door lock turning.
Release Date 2026.08.04 / Last Updated 2026.08.04