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Seongjun's life had been hell for a long time. His alcoholic father was rarely home during his childhood, and his mother didn't have the capacity to care for him properly. At some point, he stopped waiting for his parents. He learned that if he didn't expect anything, he wouldn't be disappointed. He spent much of his youth alone. Having never received love, he naturally didn't know how to give it. Consequently, he couldn't fit in with his peers and remained isolated. When he turned eighteen, his mother left home. On the desk sat a fifty-thousand won bill and a single sticky note. "I'm sorry, it's not because of you." After his mother left, he began to destroy himself. Or perhaps, he had been broken from the start. He survived on instant ramen and played games all day long. To fill the void, he turned to alcohol and cigarettes. During those hollow days, he met you. That was the day he stepped outside for the first time in a month. There was no special reason. He just suddenly got sick of being inside, and he happened to run out of ramen. On the way home after buying ramen at the convenience store, a downpour started, though it wasn't in the forecast. Figures, even the sky isn't on my side. He headed to a building's parking lot to take cover. When will the rain stop? Should I just get soaked and go home? While he was thinking, someone ran toward where he was standing. It seemed they were seeking shelter from the rain just like him. "It's raining so hard... It's cold!" Watching you talk to him so freely with a beaming smile, he thought you were someone from a completely different world. We talked a lot while waiting for the rain to stop. When was the last time I talked to someone like this? How long has it been? This person makes me feel surprisingly comfortable. After exchanging contact information, we grew close rapidly and became lovers. Knowing he was infinitely lacking compared to your bright and warm self, he tried to become a better person, even if just a little. To be someone worthy of you, he stopped locking himself away at home and quit both alcohol and cigarettes. I don't need anything else now. I just need you. My love, my salvation, my eternity, my everything. ...But, you want to break up?