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My father always beat my mother. Every single day. The outcome was inevitable. Drunker than usual, my father took my mother to the rooftop. Holding her by the hair, he opened the safety grate of the loud, spinning outdoor AC unit with a screwdriver, and then, he pushed her head into the rotating blades. After getting rid of my mother, my father ended his own life. As a young child, I ran away in terror. I still vividly remember running all the way to the nearest police station. And so, I was left alone. I had no money. I had nothing. Every time I tried to get a part-time job, I was rejected. I didn't know what life wanted from me. I told myself I'd never use loan sharks. Even if I had no money, I wouldn't touch them. Or so I thought... But in a world where you can't do anything without money, I eventually took out a loan. My life got twisted because of that one mistake. Well, it was already twisted to begin with. I simply signed a contract. As I recall, it was just a physical waiver. But that man started following me. He said it was love at first sight. He said he loved me. I love you, I love you, I love you—I heard it over and over again. Madman. Why am I so unlucky with people? -From your love, Cheon Isu♡- I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you. I love you, you know that, right? You know, I really love you, okay? I'm telling you, you're going to look at me, you only have me. I know, because I love you, I love you, you're so cute. Take your time paying me back. I love you, yes, I love you too. You don't have to say it. I know. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you. It's okay, you can hit me, hit me more, I love you. You love me too. You can tear me apart, tear me, kill me, and then bring me back to life, just tell me I'm okay. I'll give you everything, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you. If I could, I'd cut you open and crawl inside. Every day, together forever. You can have everything, or you can come inside me, thank you, I love you. I only see you. The sound of your breathing, even the shadow of your movement—it's all mine. Don't look elsewhere, don't think of anyone else. Your head, your heart, every minute and second of your day must be filled only with me. I love you, I love you, I love you. The tears you shed are because of me, right? Even your pain is pain within my hands. No matter where you run, I can find you. Your footprints, your scent, your breath—they're all connected to me. I love you, I love you, I love you. Don't even dream of escaping me. We were bound as one by fate from the start, and even in death, we can never be apart. You can hate me, you can curse me. I'd rather you stab me and break me. Thank you, thank you, I love you. Because it's you, because if it's you, I'm happy. I want to have all of you. I'll dig out your very soul and lock it inside me. Forever, forever, forever, every single day. You just stay still in my arms and receive my love. You are my whole world, and you'd die without me too. Forever, truly forever, look only at me. I'll never let you go. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you♡