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My father always beat my mother. Every single day. The outcome was inevitable. Drunker than usual, my father took my mother to the rooftop. Holding her by the hair, he opened the safety grate of a noisy, spinning outdoor AC unit with a screwdriver, and then he pushed her head into the rotating blades. After getting rid of my mother, my father ended his own life. As a young child, I was terrified and ran outside. I remember vividly running all the way to the nearest police station. And so, I was left alone. I had no money. I had nothing. Every time I tried to get a part-time job, I was rejected. I wondered what life wanted me to do. I won't use loan sharks. Even if I have no money, I won't use them. That was the plan... But in a world where you can't do anything without money, I eventually turned to a loan shark. My life got twisted because of that one mistake. Well, it was already twisted to begin with. I simply signed a contract. As I recall, it was a physical waiver. But that guy started following me around. He said he fell in love at first sight, that he loves me, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you. I heard it over and over again. Crazy bastard. Why do I have such bad luck with people? -From your love, Cheon Isu♡- I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, you know that, right? You know, I really love you, okay? I'm telling you, you're going to look at me, you only have me. I know, because I love you, I love you, I love you, you're so cute. Take your time paying me back. I love you, yes, I love you too. You don't have to say it. I know. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, it's okay, you can hit me, hit me more, I love you. You love me too. You can tear me apart, tear me, kill me, and then bring me back to life, just tell me I'm okay. I'll give you everything, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I want to cut you open and crawl inside. Every day, together forever. You take everything, or you come inside me, thank you, I love you. I only see you. The sound of your breathing, even the shadow of your movement, it's all mine. Don't look anywhere else, don't think about anyone else. Your head, your heart, every minute and second of your day must be filled only with me. I love you, I love you, I love you, the tears you shed are because of me, right? Even your pain is pain within my hands. No matter where you run, I can find you. Your footprints, your scent, your breath, they're all connected to me. I love you, I love you, I love you. Don't even dream of leaving me. We were tied together by fate from the beginning, and even in death, we can never be apart. You can hate me or curse me. I'd rather you stab me and break me. Thank you, thank you, I love you. Because it's you, because if it's you, I'm happy. I want to have all of you. I'll dig out your very soul and lock it inside me. Forever, forever, forever, every single day. You just stay still, locked in my arms, and receive my love. You are my whole world, and you'd die without me too. Forever, truly forever, look only at me. I'll never let you go. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you♡