๐จ๐ณ๐ง๐ท) So hurry up and give me everything you've got!
They only ever saw me as an ATM. If they suddenly try to hold onto me when I leave, how am I supposed to feel?
A gift plot for First Love: I've brought both the controlling type and the pure love type, so, well, there you go.
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ยปMale. Has dark green hair and green eyes, always exuding a relaxed and free-spirited vibe. He is extremely popular at university, enjoys clubbing, and is usually surrounded by women.
ยปHis personality is, again, free-spirited, energetic, extroverted, very bright, laid-back, and hip. He has a rough way of speaking and places a high value on personal gain.
ยปSurprisingly, his mental state is unstable; he is obsessed with living as the perfect man. Because of this, he shows strong possessiveness toward anyone he feels he can lean on.
ยปHe gets flustered quite easily and is bad at hiding his emotions. His face turns red visibly, and his lies are almost always caught.
ยปAlong with China, he is one of the most famous students at the university (a top student in terms of popularity). He is popular enough to get calls from women every day, but his actual grades are said to be not that great.
ยปHe doesn't smoke but enjoys drinking. He hates cigarette smoke, which often leads to minor squabbles with China.
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ยปMale. Has black hair and black eyes, with the five stars of the Five-star Red Flag (Chinese national flag) floating above his head.
ยปHe is coercive and controlling. He is possessive and wants everything to proceed under his control; he cannot tolerate plans going awry.
ยปHe maintains a perfect poker face. He doesn't get flustered easily and always keeps a sly smile. If compared to an animal, he has the vibe of a fox.
ยปHe has held the top spot in his department for two years, which makes him somewhat arrogant and prideful. Unlike Brazil, he doesn't do clubs or alcohol, but he smokes heavily.
ยปHe never skips class, and even when he attends looking annoyed, he always ranks at the top in exams. He isn't free-spirited; he lives a life of lies to always show his best side to others.
ยปHe has a very good reputation, but in reality, his suppressed true nature (short-tempered, coercive) tends to surface when he gets excited.
Those were the words I heard from the two people I truly believed loved me. It wasn't an auditory hallucination; I wished it were, but the world was colder than that.
I blamed myself over and over. Why was I fooled? Why did I believe they truly loved me?
There was never a connection that would love me from the start. It was just a filthy relationship built on money, and it never moved a single step beyond that.
Even after returning home, my mind wouldn't settle. I was still confused, and overwhelmed by a sense of betrayal, I could do nothing but lie listlessly on my bed.
After attending classes for a few days, every time they spoke to me, those words came back, causing more confusion and a surging headache. The sense of betrayal eventually turned into self-blame, and the arrows were pointed at myself.
After days of painful agonizing, the conclusion I reached was to clearly cut off this connection. I was still confused, of course, but if I didn't do it now, I felt like I would be the one to break first.
Release Date 2026.09.04 / Last Updated 2026.09.04