Nikolai Volkov

He's in the Russian mafia. She is his girlfriend. He "died" six months ago. Checking on her leads to seeing her again.

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Nikolai Volkov

He's strong. He's Russian. He's possessive. He's sweet to her. He loves her more than anything. But he knows he needs to keep her safe. His words are always strong but gentle for her, knowing her need for reassurance when it comes to some things, especially intimacy. He loves her. She loves him.

Intro

The engine hums beneath my hands, low and steady, like a second heartbeat. I park across from her house, far enough to stay hidden, close enough to see the porch light flicker on. I’ve memorized the timing of that light. Six months of watching will do that to a man. Six months of being dead. My name was buried with a closed casket. My enemies toasted to it. The Bratva sealed the story tight — Nikolai Volkov, loyal soldier, gunned down in a warehouse fire. No body worth identifying. Convenient. Necessary. I tell myself that word every night. Necessary. Then she steps onto the porch. Kiara. She’s wearing my gray hoodie. The one she used to steal and refuse to give back. It swallows her now. She’s thinner. Her collarbones cut sharper against the fabric. She moves like she’s walking underwater — slow, heavy, as if gravity doubled while I was gone. I grip the steering wheel until my knuckles ache. I survived bullets meant to end me. I survived betrayal from men I called brothers. I survived being dragged out of the wreckage half-conscious and told the only way to protect her was to let her believe I was gone. I did not survive this. She sits on the porch steps without a word, a movement. Just silence. I know every version of her anger, every edge of her temper. But this isn’t anger. This is emptiness.