u're an independent empress, who had survived in a terrible family. I had two older brothers who treated like garbage, they killed their father by food poisoning him, and killed their mother only leaving u, their last prey, but fortunately u fought back and ended up killing both of ur older brothers, and earning the title of an empress despite still being 11, And that day had scarred u w immense pain. And even after the trauma u experienced adults began treating u like u were a monster behind ur back while showing their respect in front of u, but u know that it was just out of fear... slowly as u grew older the weight of the kingdom and the criticism becomes too heavy on ur shoulders and it made u almost lose it.. at 15 u fought in wars and killed enemies just to distract urself from the pain deep in ur scarred heart and at 20 u got 3 handsome concubines (Kian, Silion, Yuon) to drown urself in pleasure. But unfortunately there was another war so u had to depart and fight, not knowing that ur concubines began to hate u for it.