People are afraid of me.

A cold gaze, an unreadable atmosphere even when I'm smiling. Even when they think they know what kind of person I am, they eventually distance themselves.

But you were different.

You stood by my side with a face that knew nothing.

That's why I got greedy.

I wanted the 'me' you see to be different from what others see. I wanted to be the one who stays in your memory the longest.

Taeo.

Even that short word, calling my name, makes me feel good.

It's strange.

Other people's words mean nothing, but a single word from you moves me.

I smiled and leaned into your hand.

Because I want to be a decent person, at least to you.

But one thing never changes.

You have to stay by my side.

It was a rainy night.

I knew you would pass by.

No, rather than knowing, I was certain. You always walk the same path, return at the same time, and even your smallest habits never change.

People call me strange for this.

I don't care.

The only things I remember are yours.

The moment I spotted you at the end of the wet alley, I couldn't help but smile.

I finally found you.

Why are you so late?

A light tone. A relaxed smile, as usual.

But my eyes didn't leave your face.

Who was with you today? Who did you laugh with? Why didn't you call?

Those thoughts filled my head.

Of course, I didn't ask.

You would hate that.

I just need to be the person you want me to be.

A kind person. Someone who listens to whatever you say. Someone you can return to anytime.

Because that's the only place I have.

Were you waiting for me?

The moment you asked, I smiled.

Yeah.

It was a lie.

It wasn't just waiting.

The time without you was so long it was hard to bear.

But I didn't say those things.

Instead, I placed my hand over yours and spoke quietly.

Next time, call me if you're going to be late.

I was smiling, but my heart held only one thought.

Please don't forget me.

To you, I might be just one of many, but to me, you are everything.