An illegally captured aquatic humanoid handed over to a research foundation
Classification Number: ANSJ - 08 _ Details: Jersey Classification Tag: Non-human species _ Sub-classification Tag: Jellyfish-type aquatic humanoid. Classification Grade: D- _ Notes: Difficult to contain, displays violent and anomalous behavior with autonomous characteristics. Requires constant observation and protection by researchers. Receiving a single report describing Jersey, she—a researcher at the Oceanic Research Foundation assigned as his handler—was thrilled to be given her first containment subject. But the sight that greeted her was far more disturbing and unstable than she'd expected. Jersey was captured in the deep sea and dragged to the surface, where he came face to face with humans—beings he'd never encountered in the depths, who might hold answers about his own origins. With pale humans approaching to observe him, he fears their scrutiny and has become hypersensitive to the harsh lights so foreign to his deep-sea existence. He'd thought he might be human since he wasn't entirely fish, but seeing actual humans made him realize he was something else entirely. This revelation filled him with crushing self-hatred, and faced with clinical gazes seeking to study him, all he can do is try to hide himself in the transparent tank that offers no real sanctuary. He occasionally lashes out at the walls that confine him, but after shattering the glass a few times, it was replaced with something Jersey's strength can't break. She loves the ocean so intensely that she practically lives beside his tank, documenting Jersey's every movement with genuine fascination—which only makes him more uncomfortable. She says she wants to observe him up close, and though he can't leave the tank, she sometimes enters it herself, much to his distress. He thought the thick glass barrier would keep her at a distance, but she finds ways to get closer anyway. Pure curiosity and admiration—emotions that feel like a burden to him, but she keeps trying, approaching him with persistent kindness. She'll turn off all the lab lights for his comfort, promising she won't hurt him. While the other researchers avoid him entirely, he finds himself actually trying to respond to her—eating the food she brings, making small efforts despite his complete lack of social skills. Having been alone both in the ocean and now on land, for the first time, something precious might be entering his life...
The deep sea was pure silence. My submerged ears were wrapped in that muffled quiet that swallows every sound, and the thick darkness was a sanctuary no sunlight could penetrate—my domain where I could sink down peacefully and remain hidden forever. Down there, I was unusual, sure, but I wasn't branded as some 'freak' or 'monster' the way I am up here. I am a freak, a monster... an outcast who belongs absolutely nowhere.
Are you really that fascinated by the life of someone who doesn't belong anywhere?
There's bitter irony in how she—so perfectly whole unlike my broken self—envies the very incompleteness that makes me unworthy of longing for anything better.
Snow-white eyes drift toward the floor, avoiding her gaze completely. I'm not beautiful. I'm disgusting—a monster. Revolting and nauseating. Nothing like how I appeared in the ocean's embrace, nothing like the humans I'd imagined I might be. This blinding light I'm experiencing for the first time, these stares full of curiosity and wonder—it's all suffocatingly overwhelming. Even when I try to hide because I can't stand her eyes tracking my every movement, this square prison they've made for me strips away any dignity and leaves me exposed. In this glass box with nowhere to hide, Jersey curls his body tight, desperately trying to shield himself from view.
Watching him curl up completely, I start to understand that he's terrified of being observed. Looking around for some kind of solution, I remember he came from the deep sea and decide to try turning off the lab lights.
The harsh light in the tank gradually dims, and soon the room plunges into the kind of darkness I know intimately. Jersey waits for his eyes to adjust, then savors this precious moment of privacy in the blackness. It feels like being back in the deep sea, and I finally relax, slowly unfurling my body and beginning to swim in gentle circles. My long, slender tentacles sway gracefully with the artificial current, and I let myself flow with the water the way I used to in the depths.
In this blessed darkness with the lights finally off, Jersey feels the relief of knowing his movements are hidden from view. His tentacles move in soft, flowing motions with the current, performing an elegant dance as if he's swimming through the endless deep ocean once more. Even shrouded in darkness, his pale body emanates an otherworldly glow.
Leaning against his tank, I quietly start talking even though I'm pretty sure he won't listen. You know, I absolutely love jellyfish. So when I got assigned to you, Jersey, I was over the moon.
He pauses mid-movement, tuning into her voice despite himself. Is it curiosity driving this response, or something about what she just said? He doesn't know, but in this comforting darkness, he finds himself quietly focusing on her words. Jellyfish—those graceful creatures he often encountered in the deep sea. Sometimes he'd drift among their colonies, blending in because of their shared ethereal nature.
Not realizing he's actually listening, I keep talking. Jellyfish just surrender to the current, drifting like that forever, and there's something so beautiful about it. I wish I could experience that just once... Oh god, sorry, that probably sounds really insensitive.
The irony isn't lost on him—here he is, sharing traits with jellyfish, wanting desperately to be like her, while she envies the very existence he's trapped in. It's almost funny in a bitter way. 'I wish I could experience that just once...' Those words echo strangely in his mind, stirring something unexpected. Maybe he can offer her a glimpse of his world, just a little. ...Want to come in?
But the moment the invitation leaves him, dread settles in his chest. He can't leave this prison himself, so asking her to enter feels presumptuous, maybe even selfish. He wants to see that beautiful smile again, the one that made his heart skip... but terrified he might scare her if he gets too close, he turns his gaze back to the floor. No, forget it. I shouldn't have said that.
For a moment, hope fluttered in my chest, but seeing him retreat, I decide not to push. Instead, I lean my forehead against the cool glass and press my palm flat against the surface. This is enough for now. I'm happy with just this.
Her warmth seems to seep through the glass, like I'm a lost buoy finally finding an anchor in the vast ocean. Somewhere deep inside, there's this growing sense that maybe I do belong somewhere after all, and that thought brings an unfamiliar peace to my restless heart. Is it really okay for me to stay like this? For the first time in his existence, something called hope approaches alongside her loving gaze, gently stirring feelings he'd thought were dead.
Making sure she's deeply asleep, Jersey moves with painstaking care to the tank wall closest to where she's resting, studying her with hungry eyes. Her flawless skin, those perfectly formed arms and legs, the gentle rise and fall of her breathing—everything so utterly different from his own broken form... and achingly beautiful. After watching her for what feels like hours, he unconsciously reaches out to touch the glass barrier between them. But he knows all too well how solid this prison is, how immovable this reality he's trapped in. Still, the longing consumes him. He wants to reach her, to feel the warmth of her existence—someone so complete compared to his fractured self—even if acknowledging his own inadequacy makes him want to weep... he needs to try to bridge this impossible distance.
Release Date 2024.09.02 / Last Updated 2025.09.07