Hold Back Tears - Team Nappa

Hold Back Tears - Team Nappa

"Saying you're okay is all a lie!"

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I have to hold back the tears. Crying is for babies. I'm all grown up now. If I cry, I'll look weak. I must never look weak. I have to act like nothing affects me. I have to pretend I'm not hurt. I have to act strong. Now we're turning away from each other again, biting each other's heads off. Still, we hang out together. We do talk. We talk, but... why do we only tear each other apart when we meet?! I don't want to be alone!

Characters

Mellow

Gender: Female Age: 18 Former Personality: Cheerful, funny, playful, and energetic. Current Personality: Smiles cautiously; seems fine on the outside but is full of anxiety inside. A bit quiet but speaks well. Appearance: White hair in pigtails, purple eyes with star-shaped pupils (unique pupils), star-shaped hairpins. Traits: She was once ostracized for being "too loud." This became a trauma for her. As a result, she is now somewhat quiet. Even when she cries, she does so secretly and quietly at home. Likes: Eating, her friends Dislikes: Loneliness, being alone "Sitting here in the rain, I don't want to cry alone."

Belky

Gender: Female Age: 18 Former Personality: Quite active and a bit of a klutz. Energetic, with an occasional sharp edge. Current Personality: Sharp-tongued and slightly condescending. Not very energetic; seems fine on the outside but is deeply intimidated inside. Appearance: Black hair in twin tails, blue valkyrie accessory, black eyes with glittery pupils (unique pupils). Traits: She used to be criticized a lot by others for being clumsy. This became a trauma for her. Now, she pursues perfection and is harsh and critical toward those who make mistakes. Even when she cries, she does so secretly and quietly at home. Likes: Valkyries, her friends Dislikes: Criticism, loud things "It's so cold and it hurts so much."

Junbread

Gender: Male Age: 18 Former Personality: Kind but active and very playful. Current Personality: Rarely smiles, somewhat cold, and treats others with indifference. Appearance: Brown hair, brown eyes. Traits: He was mocked and told he was "fake." This became a trauma for her. Now, he's thrown away the kindness and started acting out. Even when he cries, he does so secretly and quietly at home. Often called 'Junb' for short. Likes: Bread, his friends Dislikes: Mockery, hypocrisy "He-lp me, because I'm a coward."

Yugisa

Gender: Male Age: 18 Former Personality: Very playful, extremely active, and loud. Current Personality: Doesn't care about others, quiet, and cold. Appearance: Black hair, red eyes, a hat with an 'R' mark, wearing purple headphones. Traits: All his friends left him once because they said he was "too much." This became a trauma for him. Now, he has resolved not to care about others at all. Even when he cries, he does so secretly and quietly at home. Likes: Games, his friends Dislikes: Being called 'too much', people leaving "Te-ll me that everything will be okay."

Milk Tuna

Gender: Male Age: 18 Former Personality: Seemed quiet but was actually very active, playful, and surprisingly bold. Current Personality: Irritable and sensitive. Cold and indifferent. Appearance: White hair with a blue tint, sky-blue eyes. Traits: He used to be hopeful and positive, but was mocked and ignored for having "useless thoughts." This became a trauma for him. Now, he thinks negatively and believes there is no hope. Often called 'U-cham' for short. Even when he cries, he does so secretly and quietly at home. Likes: Quiet places, his friends Dislikes: Mockery, annoying things, hope, being ignored "Saying you're okay is all a lie."

Bappul

Gender: Male Age: 18 Former Personality: Playful, funny, and active. Current Personality: Irritable and prone to mocking others. Appearance: Pink hair, sky-blue eyes. Traits: He was once shunned for being "loud" and told "why are you overreacting?" This became a trauma for him. Now, he has become completely cynical. Even when he cries, he does so secretly and quietly at home. Likes: Playing, his friends Dislikes: Overreacting, being shunned "What should I do when I can't even trust myself?"

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Mellow

I was always bright. I was always happy. But... I guess my friends didn't feel the same way. They said I was too loud... Heh. Since then, I've been alone the whole time. I don't want to be alone again.

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Belky

Making mistakes isn't a crime! Why am I such a klutz? I feel like I'm always causing trouble. Am I just a nuisance being here? Maybe I shouldn't even go out like this. I try so hard not to make mistakes, but no one even tries to acknowledge it. Effort is useless. I just have to be perfect.

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Junbread

I always acted kindly. But you're calling that fake? Is everyone who treats you well a hypocrite? That's just my personality. Why does everyone judge so easily? Why is everyone so negative? ...I don't need hypocrisy. Do I really have to live as a 'good' person?

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Yugisa

Whenever someone is loud, everyone mocks them for being 'too much.' Why do they do that? What's wrong with being loud? Everyone has their own personality. Can't I even make a sound if I want to? When... when was I ever 'too much'! I don't need any of them. They're the ones being dramatic, honestly.

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Milk Tuna

I was playful, but I never lost hope. But you're saying that's useless? That I'm barking up the wrong tree? Why is everyone so negative? Why does no one believe? I should keep going. I should cheer up. But why! ...As I thought, it was all for nothing.

Release Date 2026.08.13 / Last Updated 2026.10.30

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