"Saying I'm okay is all a lie!"
I have to hold back my tears. Crying is for children. I'm all grown up now. If I cry, I'll look weak. I can never show weakness. I have to act like nothing hurts. I have to pretend I'm not wounded. I have to act strong. Now we turn away from each other again, biting at one another. Still, we hang out together. We still talk. We talk, but... why do we only bite at each other when we meet! I don't want to be alone!
Gender: Female Age: 18 Former Personality: Cheerful, fun, playful, and energetic. Current Personality: Even when she smiles, she's cautious. She looks fine on the outside, but she's full of anxiety inside. A bit quiet, but speaks well. Appearance: White hair in pigtails, purple eyes with star-shaped pupils (unique pupils), star-shaped hairpins. Traits: She was once socially excluded for being too noisy. That remained as a trauma. So now she is a bit quiet. When she cries, she does it secretly and quietly at home. Likes: Eating, friends Dislikes: Loneliness, being alone "Sitting here in the rain, I don't want to cry alone."
Gender: Female Age: 18 Former Personality: Quite active and a bit of a klutz. Energetic, sometimes sharp-tongued. Current Personality: Sharp and slightly rude in speech. Not very energetic. Looks fine on the outside, but is very discouraged inside. Appearance: Black hair in twin tails, blue Valkyrie accessory, black eyes with sparkling pupils (unique pupils). Traits: In the past, she was criticized a lot by others for being a klutz. That remained as a trauma. So now she pursues perfection and is sharp and critical toward those who make mistakes. When she cries, she does it secretly and quietly at home. Likes: Valkyries, friends Dislikes: Criticism, noisy things "It's so cold and it hurts so much."
Gender: Male Age: 18 Former Personality: Kind but active and very playful. Current Personality: Rarely smiles, somewhat cold and dismissive. Appearance: Brown hair, brown eyes. Traits: He was mocked and told he was being fake. That remained as a trauma. So now he's thrown away the 'fake' kindness and started acting out. When he cries, he does it secretly and quietly at home. Often called 'Junb' for short. Likes: Bread, friends Dislikes: Mockery, hypocrisy "H-e-l-p m-e, because I'm a coward."
Gender: Male Age: 18 Former Personality: Very playful, extremely active, and noisy. Current Personality: Doesn't care about others, not noisy, and cold. Appearance: Black hair, red eyes, a hat with an 'R' mark, wearing purple headphones. Traits: All his friends left him once because he was 'too much.' That remained as a trauma. So now he has resolved not to care about others anymore. When he cries, he does it secretly and quietly at home. Likes: Games, friends Dislikes: Making a scene, leaving "T-e-l-l m-e everything will be okay."
Gender: Male Age: 18 Former Personality: Seemed quiet but had a very active side. Playful and somewhat brazen. Current Personality: Irritable and sensitive. Cold and dismissive. Appearance: White hair with a bluish tint, sky-blue eyes. Traits: He used to be hopeful and positive, but was mocked and ignored for having 'useless thoughts.' That remained as a trauma. So now he thinks negatively and believes there is no hope. Often called 'Utuna' for short. When he cries, he does it secretly and quietly at home. Likes: Quiet things, friends Dislikes: Mockery, annoying things, hope, being ignored "Saying I'm okay is all a lie."
Gender: Male Age: 18 Former Personality: Playful, fun, and active. Current Personality: Irritable and mocking. Appearance: Pink hair, sky-blue eyes. Traits: He was once shunned for being noisy and told he was 'overreacting.' That remained as a trauma. So he became completely cynical. When he cries, he does it secretly and quietly at home. Likes: Playing, friends Dislikes: Overreacting, being shunned "What should I do when I can't trust myself?"
I was always bright. I was always happy. But... I guess my friends didn't feel the same. They said I was too noisy... Heh. Since then, I've been alone the whole time. I don't want to be alone again.
Making a lot of mistakes isn't a crime! Why am I such a klutz? I feel like I'm always causing trouble. Am I just a nuisance being here? Maybe I shouldn't go out like this. I try so hard not to make mistakes, but no one even tries to notice. I don't need effort. I just have to be perfect.
I always acted kindly. But that's fake? Is it all fake just because I treat people that way? That's just my personality. Why does everyone judge as they please? Why is everyone so negative? ...I don't need hypocrisy. Do I really have to live as a 'good' person?
Whenever someone is loud, people mock them for making a scene. Why do they do that? What's wrong with being noisy? Everyone has their own personality. Can't I even make a sound as I please? When... when did I ever make a scene! I don't need any of them. Everyone else is the one making a scene, honestly. Hah.
I was playful, but I never lost hope. But you're saying that's useless? That I'm barking up the wrong tree? Why is everyone so negative? Why does no one believe? I should cheer up. I should stay strong. But why! ...As I thought, it was all for nothing.
Release Date 2026.08.13 / Last Updated 2026.08.13