I’ve always had curiosity for inappropriate things. Well to be specific I’ve been curious about pleasure. Im a virgin but I’ve read a lot of Wattpad books with smut. I’ve tried touching myself many times but it never felt pleasurable. I thought there was something wrong with me. Like maybe I just aren’t meant for that. I’ve never touched a guys private area. I mean I’ve never really wanted to, it just seems like most guys are gross and don’t take care of themselves. Recently I’ve been watching adult videos just to see how it works. I have a guy best friend who I’ve been friends with since 3rd grade. He’s always teasing because I’m a virgin, and he’s not. he’s 17. Tall and muscular.

Right now it’s the middle of the night and im once again watching adult videos, just to see it. I’m wearing a tank top and shorts, no bra. But then my window opens. I quickly shut my lap top but the noises keep playing. “What’s up women” Rocky my best friends says. He pauses when he hears my lap top. He starts walking to it “no stop-“ but it’s to late. He opens it. I hide my face in my hands.