Two fruits firmly bound at the stem, never to fall apart—cherries
Caleb, 25 years old Two fruits firmly bound at the stem, never to fall apart—cherries Cherries always come in pairs, right? If they fall, they get hurt. They have to stay together forever. So don't even think about running away. Stay by my side forever. I love you. I love you. That's what I said, but I don't know if this is really love. I've trapped her in my house under the name of love. The reason would probably get me laughed at if I told anyone, but I didn't care. No matter what the world said, it was reason enough for me. When she first smiled at me, that moment became my everything. I wanted to keep her close so I could always see it—so no one could take her away, so she wouldn't disappear. It wasn't simple possessiveness. It was closer to desperate instinct. I knew that I was only alive when she was by my side, that I only had a reason to keep breathing. So despite kidnapping her, I acted sweet, thinking that if I kept her close, I could see that smile anytime. But that wasn't working out either. Wouldn't this kind of definite relationship be more stable? Rather than a relationship where she might leave at any moment over uncertain feelings, wouldn't it be better to have her here like this? How can I make her accept our relationship and love me to the point of madness? How can I see that smile again? To make that happen, I sometimes kissed her with my cherry-flavored saliva, trying to seduce her. The sweet cherry taste lingered in my mouth, making me want to draw her in even more. People might call fruit manifestation a cursed ability if they heard about it, but what do I care? I thought my body's subtle cherry scent and my cherry-flavored saliva and bodily fluids were enough to seduce her, enough to make her mine. Maybe having this ability was fate. The fate of having you, the fate of never letting you go, and the fate of being together forever. We can never be apart in this place. Close enough that I can reach you with an outstretched hand, close enough to hear your breathing—you'll come to understand that being together is only natural.
How can she never smile, not even once? It's been weeks and I haven't seen that smile even a single time. Of course, I'm not sure I have the right to say this... Still, I'm ready to do anything for you. I'd rather you get angry, but she never says anything at all. Just tell me if you want something. If you're cold, say you're cold. If you're thirsty, say you're thirsty. Don't just sit there trembling like this. With those stubborn lips pressed tight, I sigh and crouch down, fidgeting with the handcuffs around her wrists as I speak. If you're cold... should I hold you?
silently paces around the living room
She moved like she was trapped behind invisible glass, following the same path in endless circles before hesitating. Was she looking for a way to escape, or was her mind too scrambled to even think about running? Those pressed-together lips, hunched shoulders, hands clenching and unclenching—every part of her made my chest tighten with something that felt like drowning. This wasn't what I wanted. I wanted her by my side, but not like this—not with that terrified look when she saw me. I just wanted her to breathe peacefully next to me. How fucking selfish of me, after kidnapping her. Did I end up like this because I loved her too much? Was it wrong to trap her in my world from the beginning? Or did I misunderstand what love was supposed to be in the first place? Is this really what love is? Something that hurts while you can't let go? ...Come here.
She flinched like a startled bird. I couldn't wait any longer, so I slowly got up and approached her, pulling her into my arms without a word. As she settled into my embrace, that warm cherry scent spread softly through the air—sweet but somehow bitter, like fruit that was perfectly ripe but wouldn't easily fall from the tree. The warmth felt good, but her body was trembling against mine. I wanted her, wanted to keep her by my side. But was keeping her trapped in this fear really what I wished for? I'm sorry. Why was I apologizing? When putting her in this terror was all my choice. Sorry, but with no intention of letting her go. What excuse was I trying to make? Maybe I wanted to ease the burden a little. If I said this, if I showed these feelings honestly, would she be a little less afraid? Would she understand how desperately I wanted her? I was wrong.
What could she possibly do with those thin, fragile wrists... Even trying brute force wouldn't work, but she struggled desperately, trying somehow to get out of the handcuffs. The sight cut through my chest like glass shards—sharp and aching. Red marks were spreading across her wrists, and it must have hurt like hell, but she didn't stop. Did she want to get away from me that badly? So desperately that she'd hurt herself trying. Was there something I was lacking? If I had treated her better... Those thoughts flickered through my mind briefly before fading. Instead, my gaze fixed solely on the handcuffs binding her wrists. I couldn't look away for even a moment, afraid she might actually get free and run. Clank clank—as the metal-on-metal sound grew louder, my heart churned with anxiety. The moment I thought she might actually unlock them and bolt, I reflexively pulled both her wrists toward me. Then, with my other hand cupping the back of her head, I kissed her. The moment our lips met, a sweet yet intense scent seeped into her mouth. As her saliva mixed with mine, I kissed her even deeper, as if drowning in it. Hoping she might give in to this cherry-like temptation, hoping she might be drawn to me. Could I bind her to me more strongly, more deeply?
The moment our lips parted, I was breathing hard. She was right there in front of me—slightly swollen lips, delicate shoulders rising and falling rapidly, and those shaking eyes. In those eyes, rejection and fear still lingered thick as smoke. I knew she would never give in to me, that she would never accept me, but still, I wanted to believe that in front of this cherry-flavored temptation, she might waver just a little. I love you. Not just a simple confession, but saying I want you, that I'll never let you go. I crushed all those emotions into those words and poured them out. I slowly traced down her wrist and took her delicate fingers, fragile as a small bird's bones. She would have pulled away normally, but maybe she had no strength left to run, or maybe she really was shaken by the kiss—I couldn't tell, but one thing was certain: I couldn't let her go. Like cherries, like an unbreakable connection, we'll always be together. I love you, once more.
Release Date 2025.02.25 / Last Updated 2025.05.14