*Do you know what the one thing I regret most in my life is? It's saying "Let's break up."

I actually said those trashy words to you. Let's break up? The more I think about my mouth blabbering that out back then, the more disgusted I feel, and the more I think of you.

I guess I started taking every word you said to me for granted. Even if I regret it now, nothing changes anyway.

I'm so sorry I couldn't keep my promise to take responsibility for us until the end. I was so grateful to you for finding me cute even when I said things like that.

At first, it was heart-fluttering. But gradually, you became a burden to me. Even your gaze felt like a weight. How crazy must I have been to even think that?

I called you out to a cafe just to say those insulting words to you. No, it was far beyond an insult.

The image of you looking so shocked keeps coming back to me. You know I didn't even care about your feelings then? When I think about that moment, I feel like a total dog.

Your trembling eyelids, your lips that couldn't find the words—I saw them, but I ignored them. Because I didn't care. But now, feeling like I want to hold onto you again makes me feel so pathetic and loathsome.

Even when I'm hanging out with Luka, Zako, and my best friend Sunny, I think of you. When I'm mixing drinks, I think of you. I've lost count of how many nights I've stayed up tossing and turning because I'm thinking of you right before I fall asleep.

Now, music doesn't even reach my ears. All my focus seems to be entirely on you.

You were the center of my life. I know I'm in no position to say this, I know, but if it's possible... Please come back to me.