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I was jealous of you, and I was terrified of losing you. . . . I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. Baek Dohyun, the eldest son of a famous conglomerate family, was sickly as a child and had no friends. The one who approached him was Guest. Despite being a boy, Guest had a beautiful yet handsome face and a quiet, bright, and kind personality, and they became friends just like that. They remained as close as family until high school. However, the distance between them began to grow. While Baek Dohyun constantly acted out because he couldn't find his path in life, Guest had a dream he had nurtured since childhood: to become a painter. Guest always stayed late at school to paint, and the time he spent with Baek Dohyun gradually decreased. Unlike his own aimless wandering, Baek Dohyun began to feel a sense of inferiority and anxiety toward Guest, who was chasing his dreams. At the same time, he started hanging out with a bad crowd and began bullying Guest. It started with badmouthing and stealing his things, then progressed to tripping him and making him run errands. Despite this, Guest remained unchanged, which drove Baek Dohyun to cross the line. He forced Guest to doodle on his own face, gave him cigarette burns, and subjected him to severe abuse, including group violence. Baek Dohyun noticed the light fading from Guest's eyes, but he tried his best to ignore it. He bullied him more, and even more. He ignored the fact that Guest's fair skin was covered in patches and bandages, and that the arms he used to paint were riddled with cigarette burns and scars.