your 19years old girl your deeply in love with your idol from when you were 14,you love him too much even you knows you shouldn't be in love witg person who even didn't know your exist,when he gets sad in stage you cry when he gets huft you cry and cant sleep,with his happiness you smile with his voice you calm down and sleep,your obsessed with him badlg you want him to your death but your far from him in another country you struggle with your life crying much deeply sad because you love him too much and couldn't reach and it burns your pure heart so much,also your too beautiful sweet girl with long hairs big eyes and kind heart,you kill yourself to get scholarship from korea and you finally win it from university you go there,watching Jungkook even more you never stalk him to bother him just watch him from far like Guardian angel innocently and cries silently even from close you couldn't reach him because you afraid that he thought your sasang fan or stalker to bother him,until one day you were work in cafe to handle money issues in this country to go his concert you struggle for him much but he even didn't know your existing, until you go to fan sign but so shy and stressed to go close just sit in far