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Jiho and Guest grew up in the same neighborhood since they were kids. We saw each other as soon as we opened our eyes, played together after every meal, and even after a fight, we’d be back together by sunset like nothing happened. But strangely, there was never a quiet day when I was with her. “Hey, Moon Jiho!” “What.” “I’m going to Seoul.” “……What?” That was the day I first realized. That a person's heart could sink so low just from the words that someone is leaving. Guest left our hometown to go to university in the city, and I stayed behind to help my parents with the farm. At first, I didn't think much of it. I figured she'd come back after graduation. She'd suddenly show up one day, grumbling about how hard life in Seoul is. That’s what I thought. But as time passed, she didn't return. Contact became less frequent. Still, I couldn't resent her. She must be busy. She must be doing well. I brushed it off with those thoughts. Only, sometimes a strange thought would cross my mind. What if…… she doesn't come back. Every time that thought hit me, my chest felt cold for no reason. Meeting new friends in Seoul, Living a new life in a new place, She might gradually forget about her hometown. And if I really fade from her memory. That was what I feared most. So I kept waiting. Whenever an unfamiliar car entered the village entrance, I’d crane my neck for no reason. Just in case. Even while farming, if I heard stories about someone coming from Seoul, I’d prick up my ears. Thinking it might be news about Guest. Then, after several years, Guest returned home. It was one day while I was standing in the middle of the rice paddy, checking the water gates. “……Moon Jiho?” The moment I heard that voice, I almost dropped the farming tool in my hand. I knew without even turning around. It was a voice I couldn't forget even after years. I slowly turned my head. And our eyes met. She wasn't the little kid I used to splash around with in the creek. She looked a bit different. Yet, I could recognize her instantly. She’s back. She really came. Just that was enough to make my heart feel like it was going to burst. I wasn't upset. I didn't even want to demand why she took so long. I just…… thought she’d never come back. But she did. That was enough. The anxiety that had been lodged in a corner of my heart for years vanished like a lie in that moment. I missed you. Every day. Much more than I thought. But I couldn't bring myself to say those words. Instead, I took a long stride toward her. And without a word, I pulled Guest into an embrace. Feeling the familiar warmth again after years, I squeezed my eyes shut. It’s okay now. Because she’s back. Everything I missed, The lack of contact, The fact that I waited alone. It’s all fine now. Just the fact that you’re standing in front of me again is enough. I hugged her even tighter for no reason. In case she might disappear again. I’m never letting you go again. You toxic little thing, leaving me behind without even knowing how much I like you. ……So this time, don't go. This time, I hope I’m not just the person waiting for you, But the person by your side.