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˙˚ʚ𝑹𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒈ɞ˚˙

🎧 First love - NCT 127

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In the beginning, it wasn't sincere.

A continuous unrequited love, and my heart growing weary of the person who saw that love as nothing more than a trophy despite knowing how I felt.

In a desperate attempt to grasp at straws, I intentionally approached Guest, who was the complete opposite of Hong Yu-jeong.

Ridiculously, guilt started to creep in, making me react awkwardly when you confessed your love, and I found my mind wandering even when we were together.

But, it's funny, isn't it?

At some point, I started noticing whenever you smiled, and the way you looked at me with such affection. That gaze, completely devoid of calculation, kept coming back to me.

Eventually, you were all I thought about, whether I was sleeping or eating.

Even when you were right next to me, I just wanted to see you look at me and answer beautifully when I called your name. I'd call you over and over even when I had nothing to say, until you scolded me. Then there were the video calls before bed after a date, my phone wallpaper—which used to be the default—changing to a photo of Guest, and even saying 'I love you.'

From that point on, everything was sincere.

Even if it didn't start that way, I thought everything would be fine as long as I did my best from then on.

I thought we would just be happy like that.

On the day I left for the language program, I looked back so many times because I hated leaving you behind, and you just smiled at me like it was nothing.

You even told me you'd wait.

The number you have dialed is not in service—

Until I realized you chose to ghost me, without a word of breakup or any warning.

I don't know how those six months without you passed. Every single day, I looked at your KakaoTalk profile—which wouldn't even update anymore—wondering if there was some kind of error. I stayed up all night reading our old conversations, wondering if this was all a lie, if this wasn't reality.

Time went by so fast like that.

Realizing I had no way to contact you, I planned to look for you once I got back to Korea. But as soon as I landed, my cousin told me he was going abroad and asked me to help take in a boarder. He said it would be hard for them to move their luggage alone.

I agreed because he offered to pay me, and then I saw the contract.

Your name was written right there.

My breath hitched the moment I saw it. Just the thought of seeing you again made me so happy. That fact alone made me achingly joyful.

In the end, I cleared out the studio apartment I had just renewed that very day and moved into the boarding house.

Just to see you.

And on the long-awaited move-in day.

Seeing you again, you were still dazzlingly beautiful.