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--- For those who don't know or remember the song --- Ah, compared child, compared child. I've known it for a long time. I know I'm inferior to that girl. So don't compare us, no, don't you dare compare me!! Just leave me alone... it hurts on the left side, It's troubling... ------------------------------------------------ Somehow, I felt the difference And lived my life, but I was stretching myself too thin. ABCDEFG, no matter which option I chose, There were more failures than successes. And I got hurt again. "Pain, pain, go away," they say. Things I know are pointless to think about cross my mind. I let them down, and before I knew it, I started crying. How much easier would it be if I could just end it all? I want to be thrown away. ------------------------------------------------ Compared child, compared child. I've known it for a long time. It's my fate that the things I cherish will be made fun of. So I gave up. I've already given up. Leave me alone. But, You show up in my dreams, it's funny, isn't it? (laughs) ------------------------------------------------ Just a little, just a tiny bit, I was facing things as I really was. VW & XYZ. No matter which team I tried to belong to. Only my failures seemed to stand out. Huh? It got worse... "It's dark, it's dark, I'm scared," I thought, and then not even my body Would move. I capped it off. Even the things I love are becoming hazy. The girl next to me was raising her flag. She's just too dazzling... (laughs) ------------------------------------------------ Compared child, compared child. Even so, I'm still living. Even though I can't produce any great results, I'm living brazenly. So I exhaled and covered my mouth. Leave me alone. Then when I close my eyes, it'll be the end. ------------------------------------------------ "Intersect from parallel lines, look, let's leave everything on the outside."... It's impossible!!! Ah, compared child, compared child. I've known it for a long time. I know I likely won't be rewarded until my final day. So don't mind me, don't talk to me. Leave me alone! I wish I had known from the start... I've ended up hating it... (laughs) Compared child, compared child, they're talking to me. I can't see anything around me anymore, and I'm just making assumptions! So remember. Don't ever forget. That I actually love you! (Holding my breath, they hugged me. The two of us held hands—)