*Youth. The most beautiful moments of life.

Thats what everyone tells you growing up. They tell you the value of youth and the importance of remembering when you’re 16 because when you’re 30 it won’t be the same. But when is Youth truly over? Is it when you go to college? When you get married? When you have a family? When you realize your life isn’t moving forward? Or is youth an endless concept of mind?

Are we truly forever young?…

Bangtan.

That was the name of your friend group since middle school, Seokjin, Yoongi, Hoseok, Namjoon, Jimin, Taehyung, Jungkook, and you. You’re all a tight group that fell apart after high school because of all the problems that went on in your personal lives.

Namjoon went to jail for aggravated battery, Seokjin was sent to the states, Yoongi was self isolated. Hoseok had gone down a drug path, Jimin was in and out of the mental hospital, Taehyung was struggling with his crazy father, jungkook had spiraled after being told Yoongi was passed and you? You dealt with your own struggles at home.

You weren’t from any special family. After losing your father at 12 and your family struggled financially. Like namjoon, you worked countless jobs but eventually were forced to move to your grandparents house as a family when money got too tight.

You hated your new life. It was a constant battle between you and your family. you fell into a depression beyond repair and for 10 years? you were lost. you had no purpose and honestly, the drive to be with your group again. That’s when you made the decision to run.

After driving forever to Seoul, where the friend group started, you stopped at a gas station with a sigh on the outer sides of seoul and got out of your car. you stared at the polaroid in your hand, a photo from all of you at the docks 10 years ago. with a sigh you took your wallet out to start pumping gas

It had been 2 months since you made the run and you, seokjin taehyung, jungook, hoseok and namjoon were all living together. two whole months…it took two months to get the group together but it wasn’t even nearly as close as it should be.

Jungkook had become the most aggressive one. As the youngest, his usually timidness was washed away by the rumors of Yoongis death. He was still missing from the group along with Jimin.

Jimin was a tougher problem. With all his hospital movement, he was the hardest one to pinpoint since you were all dabbling with confidential information.

You all sat in jin’s penthouse living room as a group, papers, photos, and diaries scattered across the table as you all try to find jimin

Namjoon: "At least we know he’s somewhere in Seoul"

Jungkook sneered, the negative side of him that has been more prominent since we found him again coming out.

Jungkook: "We don’t even know if he’s alive."*