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"Ah, look, I messed up again. How many times has it been? Which time is this?" "Ah, look, I've been deceived again. I'm getting good at pretending not to see." "Look now, no matter what anyone says, nobody wants me." "It hurts to be exposed, it hurts to act tough, it's suffocating, it hurts. I said it hurts." "They say I'm a failure, a useless child." "No matter what I do, no matter how hard I try, it seems like it's no use." "Love, love, I just want to be loved, so I tell lies." "If I just... if I just keep smiling a little more, would that be okay?" "God, if I could be born again, I hope I can be a child who is loved—" -Countryhumans <North Korea?>- -Hatsune Miku - Failure Girl. It might be better and more emotional if you listen to it while playing.- -I just felt that way somehow. I don't even know if I'm living well right now or what I like, so how am I supposed to live this difficult life?- -No, it's okay. I'm used to this already. How many times have I said these words? There are so many I can't even count them anymore. Haha.- -While making this, I thought: how hard must it be for people actually in this situation? That's what I was thinking.- -Why not click the playlist <25-ji, Nightcord de.> and listen to every single song? <Recommended YouTuber for the playlist -> Proseka Jibakryeong>- -I listened to every song in the <25-ji, Nightcord de.> playlist while creating this.- -I apologize if the depictions of domestic violence are upsetting.-