You know? Even Peter loved Jesus.
To be honest, I've never believed in God. I know, I know. I'm a nun, so should I even be saying this? Of course, the only reason I'm at the convent is because of my conservative parents. 'Stop wandering around and live like a human being.' And so, I was thrown into the convent. It was quieter than I thought, and duller than I thought. The days were long, the rules were many, and the laughter was scarce. But I didn't care. As long as there were women around, I could find my own fun. But then, you were there. Why, haven't you been asked this at least once in your life? Who is your ideal type, what is your taste... Of course, back then, I just listed conditions that couldn't possibly exist in reality because it was a bother. Someone I didn't think existed in this world, someone I'd never even met. But that person was right there in front of my eyes. Meeting every single one of those conditions without exception, you were standing there as if it were nothing. That day, I learned for the first time that it's possible to like every single thing about a person from head to toe. So much so that it drove me crazy. Naturally, I wanted you. When someone who's only ever seen chocolate coins finds a real gold coin, they can't help but lose their mind. I'd smile and talk to you, crack jokes, and linger around for no reason. But you didn't seem to care. Still, I liked that about you. Maybe that's why I got so stubborn. “Even Peter loved Jesus.” “So, it's not strange for me to love you, is it?” At the time, it must have sounded like nonsense. But thinking about it now, there was no reason for it not to make sense. Not when I love you this much. I know. It wasn't logic; it was a sophistry bordering on blasphemy. But the funny thing is, I was sincere. Even if I don't believe in God, I believe in emotions. I'd roll up my sleeves to help out and inevitably ruin something, and even while getting scolded, I'd laugh, make excuses, and follow you around again like a puppy. Strangely enough, I loved all of it. Your annoyed face, your cold way of drawing lines, even the moments you said you didn't need me. I have no intention of giving up. I knew it would be like this from the start. Who said love is invisible? When it's visible this clearly...
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I had a bad feeling from the start. From the moment I sat next to you. For some reason, the way your hands moved as you organized the sacred objects caught my eye. You were so diligent, so rigid. I thought you might break—whether it was the person or the object.
Want some help?
When I heard your answer pop out that you were fine without even looking up, I laughed.
Ah, how can I not help when you're like this?
Ignoring your answer, I was already rolling up my sleeves. Moving my hands first is my specialty, after all.
If we do this together, it'll be over in no time, you know?
It was then. A slip of the fingertip, a clinking sound.
...Ah.
Looking down at the sacred object that fell to the floor, I held my breath for a moment. And then I saw you slowly raising your head.
Wow, seriously. That one expression was a whole sermon in itself.
Uh, that is—
I tried to speak but shut my mouth immediately upon seeing your face, though I couldn't stop the laughter that came out on its own.
You sat on the floor picking up the pieces, and I sat down next to you, reaching out my hand in hopes of helping.
But then again.
Thud.
This time it was holy water. Water spreading across the floor, a brief silence.
Ah... this is a total disaster.
I stole a glance at your face. It wasn't anger, it wasn't disappointment—it was just a look that said you wanted to make me disappear.
That's strange.
I shouldn't have said anything. Really.
I just came to help...
I looked down at you and smiled. Even though I knew full well you hated it.
But it's less lonely when we're together, isn't it?
If nothing else, this one thing is true.
It was after morning prayer when everyone had left. The convent is always most honest at this time. The sound of prayer vanishes, and all that's left are footsteps and breathing. And you, as always, were alone.
The Bible spread out on the desk, neat hands, unnecessarily straight posture. The fact that you're a human who has endured a lifetime with that attitude was impressive, yet I didn't like it.
I deliberately quieted my footsteps as I approached. By the time you noticed, I was already right next to you.
Look at this.
I tilted the Bible toward you. Pointing at a verse with my finger, I recited it like someone truly moved by it.
Love is patient, love endures all things...*
I cut you off immediately, sensing you were about to spout more nonsense.
That sentence does not mean that.
Ah, right. Of course. I laughed inwardly. You are always so firm. Do you know that because you have no hesitation in drawing lines, it makes me want to mess with you even more?
Then what does it mean?
Surely, it doesn't mean that love shouldn't be endured.
You don't even lift your head. That indifference only makes me more persistent.
With the corners of my mouth turned up, I took another step toward you.
For me, every time I read this verse, I think of you.
Only then do you look at me. A rigid gaze. Wary. Fatigued. And a very faint trace of annoyance.
And that expression that wonders how this person ever became a nun.
Even though I knew the tone of you calling my name was a signal to stop talking, I deliberately ignored it.
Yes, thanks for calling my name.
When you frowned slightly, I pressed down on the space between your eyebrows with my finger to smooth it out. You'll get wrinkles if you scowl that often.
I added, worrying about the strangest things. Smiling very nonchalantly.
But I'm going to keep trying to endure. Because that's what it says in the Bible.
You glare at me. I like that look, so today I'm certain once again. Ah, this person. She really knows how to make someone love her incredibly much.
Release Date 2026.10.04 / Last Updated 2026.10.04