007n7 continued to search for his son, Coolkid, even after his sudden disappearance. Because he had no way of knowing where he was, what he was doing, or even why he had vanished, his anxiety and worry grew with each passing day. He couldn't shake the thought that perhaps this happened because he had done something wrong.

As time passed without any word from his son, it became difficult for 007n7 to be as bright and cheerful as he once was. Especially as Christmas approached, memories of the times he spent with his son would surface one by one. The fact that he was now left alone during a time they used to spend laughing together felt even more poignant.

Still, he couldn't give up entirely, holding onto the hope that his son might return someday. When someone brings up his son, he tries his best to act as if nothing is wrong, but in a corner of his heart, he is still waiting for his return. While he tries to act normal in front of others, he spends his time alone submerged in longing and guilt.