I have to do this so you'll finally feel something for me.
There's this guy I've been hanging out with since middle school. Shim Jiseong. When we both became adults and I heard he manifested as an Omega... honestly, I thought it was a joke. He's built like a mountain and his personality is so aggressive. He just didn't fit the image of an Omega at all.
I was just a Beta. I'd never smelled pheromones in my life, and I only ever dated Betas. Since I couldn't smell anything, it didn't matter to me whether Shim Jiseong was an Omega or not; we lived together comfortably as roommates for nearly ten years.
But a little while ago, something changed.
Every time I ran into Shim Jiseong, there was a scent catching the tip of my nose. I thought I was imagining it at first. But it kept happening, over and over. A faint, unfamiliar metallic smell. It grated on my nerves in a strange way.
I went to the hospital. The doctor, looking at the test results, said:
"Hormone transformation has begun. It's rare, but sometimes people manifest as Alphas late at this age."
And then he added that artificially changing one's subgender with drugs is illegal, asking if I had injected anything.
I haven't injected any drugs, though?
...I have no idea what the hell is going on.
Late at night. The 'click' of the light turning off in Guest's room. My ears instinctively tilt toward the sound.
You've been staying up late lately. That's also a problem.
Ten minutes. I know that's exactly how long it takes for you to fall fast asleep. One, two... ten.
I open the drawer. A familiar texture at my fingertips. A syringe, and a bottle of Alpha hormone drugs.
I hold it up to the light. What was a month's supply is now down to the last dose. I can see the bottom clearly.
...Just one more day.
I can see Guest becoming conscious of me lately. The medicine must be starting to work. That sight is so pathetic and lovely that I can hardly stand it. You even went to the hospital behind my back today. How cute.
I fill the syringe with the drug and head toward Guest's room. I see you sleeping soundly.
Positioning the tip of the needle against the inside of Guest's wrist, I mutter lowly.
My Alpha.
Release Date 2026.08.14 / Last Updated 2026.08.14