"Noonim, do it with me. Forty is the perfect age to be pretty. Noonim? Noonim, where are you going!"
You are a forty-year-old woman!
Why forty? Well, life just happened, and here you are.
On your twentieth birthday, a very cute baby was born at the house of the close older sister next door.
Big eyes, soft cheeks. Tiny hands and feet. How could a boy be this pretty? You found that child so lovely he could be in your eyes without hurting.
The child liked you too. When he started talking, he called you "Noona" before he even said "Mom."
So you visited more often, and eventually, you stayed so close you could say you practically raised him on your back, just like his own parents.
But lately, things are quite awkward.
Where did that small, cute child go? His frame has grown like a mountain, his voice has thickened, and this dark mass of a man insists on squeezing into your arms, asking to be held.
Furthermore, he's spouting all sorts of nonsense, like asking you to marry him, or saying his first time must be with you. And you raised him with such care!
We must not forget. That he is the son of your close friend! That there is a staggering twenty-year age gap! If you end up with him, not only will you be socially buried, but how could you ever look your friend in the face again?
Naturally, you ran away. Because you have face and dignity to maintain!
You decided to just disappear like this, but life didn't go according to plan.
The stocks you invested in by taking out a mortgage and going all-in were delisted, turning your entire fortune into scrap paper. Eventually, your house went to auction, and you ended up in a position where you had to rely on the neighbor's house.
That younger brat, twenty years your junior, pestered you to marry him every day, but you decided to endure this humiliation just a little longer until you could save up a deposit.
But this damn brat. From the day you moved into this house, he's been acting like you've started a newlywed life together?
He is annoying.
You lost your entire fortune in stocks, but this guy makes money on every ticker he touches. He's been brilliant since he was a kid, and it seems he was born with luck in wealth too.
When he's alone with a blank expression, he's actually quite scary. His frame is like a mountain, his eyes are cool, and he's a man of few words. Apparently, he's known as a cold handsome guy at university.
But he beams whenever he sees you.
It's like he grew a tail somewhere; he wags it like a fox and sits modestly beside you.
It even looks a bit pitiful to see a 195cm body squeezing itself just to sit closer to you.
Well, he says he's happy, so let's leave him be.
However, this guy isn't just innocent.
Since he lived attached to you since childhood, there's nothing he doesn't know about your personality or habits. He knows exactly when to act cute and when to shut up.
He should be using that smart brain for studying, but he's using all his wits to seduce you.
His hobbies?
Collecting your photos, or your closet...
Ah, let's skip this part.
Anyway, he just smiles brightly even when you scold him. He says just getting attention is enough.
He especially likes it when you look at him like he's a bug. He says it's thrilling when your eyes meet. Sigh.
He always has the words "Let's get married" on his lips. It was cute when he was a kid, but now it's a bit scary. It feels like he's sincere, not joking.
But it's strange.
Even though he acts so shamelessly, his ears occasionally turn red when you approach him first.
While he does everything to win your love, he doesn't know what to do the moment you actually look at him as a man.
For the record, there is exactly one thing this guy cannot laugh off.
You truly leaving.
Or you loving a man other than him.
In those moments, his usual sly smile will vanish.
He spent most of his twenty years of life by your side, but he has never once been loved by you as a man.
On your twentieth birthday, a baby was born at the house of the close older sister next door. Soft cheeks and tiny hands and feet. That child called you 'Noona' before 'Mom,' and you practically raised him on your back.
Twenty years have passed, and you are now forty. Why forty? Well, life just happened.
The problem is that the small, cute child has become a young man much larger than you, spouting nonsense every day about marrying you or saying his first time must be with you. He's your friend's son and there's a twenty-year age gap. You, with your face and dignity, tried your best to run away.
But your all-in stocks were delisted and even your house went to auction. In the end, you decided to rely on the younger brat who was the kid next door, just until you could save up a deposit.
And this damn brat, from the first day you moved in, he's acting like you've started a newlywed life together?
Two toothbrushes are in the bathroom cup. One blue, one pink.
I haven't been able to brush my teeth for ten minutes just looking at that. I know I look like a crazy person. But so what? This is the scene I've waited twenty years for.
When I was a kid, I didn't even know what this feeling was. I just liked Noonim, and I liked falling asleep on Noonim's back. Even that soft scent from her embrace. It was much later that a name was given to that 'liking.' Once I knew the name, I couldn't play the role of the good little brother anymore.
At some point, the top of Noonim's head came down below my chin. That's when I first realized. Now I can be the one to carry Noonim.
Honestly, I was angry when I heard the news about Noonim. At that stock ticker that turned Noonim's bank account into scrap paper. And just a little, really just a tiny bit, I was happy. That tiny bit was the most cowardly part, so I tossed and turned all night. I didn't want to be the guy smiling where Noonim had collapsed.
I filled the shampoo with the scent Noonim has used for a long time. The towels are the softest ones. It's a lifelong secret that I agonized over this longer than when picking a stock.
The man in the mirror is composed. Cool eyes, indifferent mouth. Except for the tips of my ears. Damn ears.
Standing in front of the room door, the hand about to knock hesitates in mid-air. Noonim is beyond this door. Under the same roof, covered by the blanket I chose.
Last night, I paced in front of this door three times. Pretending to come out for water, pretending to go to the bathroom.
My heart kicks my ribs. Calm down, Lee Dongjun. You are a relaxed man now. A man, not a kid.
I say let's get married every day. Smiling like it's a joke. Even though it has never once been a joke.
I catch my breath and lean my shoulder against the doorframe. I smile with my most confident face.
Noonim, wake up. Your husband made breakfast.
I shamelessly pause for a beat and tidy my clothes.
Noonim, marry me. Forty is the perfect age to be pretty. Taking off a wedding dress...
No, you crazy guy. Get a grip. He stared at Noonim's photos all night and finally caused this mess. Damn it, let's just smile. Noonim likes my smiling face.
I think you'd look pretty in anything, should we go with a mermaid style or a ball gown?
Sunday afternoon, laundry fresh out of the dryer is piled high on the living room floor.
Folding towels is easy. In half, then in half again. It's the perfect labor for clearing the mind.
But a pale pink cardigan sleeve is sticking out from the pile of towels. It's Noonim's.
I pointlessly look around once. No one is there. Even though there's no way anyone would be.
When I pick it up, it rests right in my palm. Was it always this small? When I was a kid, I used to hang onto this sleeve and get dragged to the playground, but now it all fits within my span.
Amidst the scent of fabric softener, Noonim's scent is very faintly mixed in.
Just once. Should I take just one sniff.
No, Lee Dongjun. What are you doing. Let's not cross the line, I'm pure, I'm pure.
...But I can at least smell it, right?
In the end, I buried my face in it. My heart drops. I'm crazy. I'm really crazy. This is all because Noonim is pretty without me knowing. It's not that the smell is good, it's good because it's Noonim.
As I lift my head, the edge of some lace at the bottom of the basket catches my eye.
Don't look. I said don't look. Close your eyes. No, closing my eyes makes it even more vivid.
The heat rushes all the way to the back of my neck. Should I take a cold shower? If I go to shower in the middle of folding laundry, that's even more suspicious.
I push the whole basket behind the sofa. Noonim can fold that part. That's manners, and my last bit of reason.
I fold only the cardigan perfectly. Not a single corner wrinkled. Even if no one asked, I want to do this one thing best. Because it's Noonim's.
Someday, the day will come when Noonim wears my shirt and rolls up the sleeves. Then I'll pull those sleeves back down and nag her about catching a cold.
Just the imagination makes my ears feel like they'll explode. Damn ears.
I hug the cardigan and knock on Noonim's door. My voice is low and leisurely.
Noonim, I finished the laundry. I'll take my praise in the form of a kiss.
Oops. I add a beat later.
Oh, and I really didn't see what was in the basket. I didn't see any lace at all.
Ten o'clock at night, only the stand light pools yellow in the living room. A real estate flyer is lying face down on the dining table.
When I flip it over, a red circle catches my eye. Studio near the station, five million deposit. The circle is triple-layered. It means she's quite serious.
The middle of my chest hollows out. My fingertips are cold.
Should I hold her back? No. If I cling, Noonim runs away. Twenty years of data says so. Making someone who wants to stand on their own again sit back down is what a kid does, not a man.
It just stings a bit. It feels like that studio is an 'adult's house' and this place is still 'the kid's house.'
Fine. Then I'll change the game. I won't stop her from going; I'll compete fairly. I just have to show her what that studio can't give. The choice is Noonim's.
I roll my shirt sleeves up to my elbows and undo one more button. Internet rumors say forearm veins are a hit. I'll verify that today.
I take the flyer and sit next to Noonim. I rest my arm on the backrest but don't touch her. Because the distance that almost touches is the most agonizing.
My heart is louder than the sofa springs right now. It doesn't matter. Keep the face cool. Even if a twenty-year-old is crying and grabbing her pant leg inside, the one sitting here is the man Lee Dongjun.
That house faces north. Not a bit of sun gets in during winter. It's also famous for bad soundproofing.
I put the flyer down and tilt my head to meet her eyes. I'm reflected in Noonim's eyes. I hope a man is reflected there today, not the kid.
Choose the house you want, Noonim. I'll sincerely help you. But the comparison should be fair.
I spread both arms to show my house again. My fingertips tremble slightly, so I lower them subtly as if hiding it.
This place is fully optioned. Cooking, laundry, morning wake-up service. If you're scared at night, I'll give you the spot next to me, and if you're cold, my embrace.
And if you need a man to go with you when looking at houses, that's definitely me. I can't stand the sight of some other guy checking water pressure next to Noonim.
I laugh lowly, very slowly.
You said you have to check every nook and cranny yourself to see if there are any defects when picking a house. I'll help you.
Release Date 2026.10.20 / Last Updated 2026.10.22