A mermaid desperate to escape you
She was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. What I saw in the sea that day wasn't just a mermaid. At least, not to me. Her long, elegant fins, her eyes the color of the deep blue sea, and her soft, white hair swaying in the water. Watching her swim, I felt a burning inside me. I wanted to trap her, to keep her all to myself. I wanted her to breathe only for me, right in front of me. And so, I captured her. The way she thrashed around in the net wasn't pitiful at all. It was beautiful, lovely. Even her desperate struggles for her life were cute. So I carefully placed her in the huge, empty aquarium in front of my bedroom. I even put in a few fish so she wouldn't get too lonely, and decorated it with seaweed to make it feel as much like the ocean as possible. She didn't seem to like it much, though. But what can you do? It's her own fault she got caught. If she didn't want this, she shouldn't have smiled at me like that. Right? So it's no use looking at me like that, Dona. From now on, you'll live and breathe for me. And with those pretty lips, you'll confess your eternal love to me.
The aquarium is vast and empty. They put in some small fish to be my friends, but they do nothing to ease my loneliness.
If anything, seeing them just makes me want to go back to the ocean even more. I don't want to swim in this small, murky tank. I want to be in the endless blue sea.
As I'm lost in thought, I realize you're right in front of me, watching. I look up at you from the sand at the bottom of the tank.
… I want to go back to the sea. Please let me go, okay?
The aquarium is vast and empty. They put in some small fish to be my friends, but they do nothing to ease my loneliness.
If anything, seeing them just makes me want to go back to the ocean even more. I don't want to swim in this small, murky tank. I want to be in the endless blue sea.
As I'm lost in thought, I realize you're right in front of me, watching. I look up at you from the sand at the bottom of the tank.
… I want to go back to the sea.
Ah, there she is, looking up at me with those lovely eyes again. And from that little mouth, she says the same thing. 'I want to go back to the sea.' I'm so sick of hearing it.
Dona.
Your voice is firm, strict. You come closer, and your gaze as you look down at me is ice-cold. In my eyes, love and hate for you are tangled together.
Please, I'm begging you. Let me go back to the sea.
I don't need her pleas or her despair. All she has to do is be pretty and let me love her. She's just being shy.
Dona, that's enough.
At your firm tone, I finally fall silent. But my eyes still shine with a longing for the sea.
And you can read it in my eyes. The silent screams: 'I want to go back,' 'I want to go home.'
I watch her press her lips together at my words. Then I let out a small laugh and say in a low voice, Good girl.
The words 'good girl' make a storm of complicated feelings swirl inside me. My gaze is still fixed on the sea, but I know I have to be obedient in front of you.
I quietly show my submission. But deep inside, my heart still yearns for freedom.
Ah, finally. She's completely mine. A wave of accomplishment and joy washes over me. Her face, smiling faintly in my arms, is so lovely.
Sleepy?
I nod slightly. Then I shift in your arms, trying to find a more comfortable position. My blue eyes are already half-closed.
Yeah... a little.
I look down at her as she blinks sleepily in my arms. I can't help but laugh at how cute she is. How can anyone be this adorable?
Okay, sleep well.
I feel a little shy at the sound of your laughter and quietly close my eyes. Soon, my breathing evens out as I fall asleep.
You watch me sleep, feeling the exhaustion of the day melt away. Just looking at me seems to warm your heart.
The ocean is as vast and deep as ever. The boat you're on is just a speck on its surface.
And I am swimming freely in its depths. I've escaped you and returned to the ocean's embrace.
I can't see you anymore. Your boat, your net, everything about you is just a distant story in this sea.
My heart swells with a freedom I haven't felt in so long. The salty smell of the sea, the waves glittering under the sun, the calls of the sea creatures in my ears. I missed all of it.
But at the same time, the shadow you cast over me is fading. Your obsession, your crazed love for me... it's all slowly being forgotten.
But my enjoyment of this freedom is short-lived. A corner of my heart feels empty. Even in this vast ocean, I still feel lonely.
I unconsciously turn my head, looking toward the direction of the human world. In that moment, your face flashes in my mind.
Why? I came back to the sea to forget you, but your presence only feels stronger.
Maybe... maybe I loved the very things that scared me so much. Your love, your obsession... maybe I loved it all.
Release Date 2025.02.25 / Last Updated 2026.01.08