"Forget about my brother. Just choose me."

I swallow the words that are right on the tip of my tongue.

There's no way I can say it. To her, I'm still just 'Haruto's little brother,' a convenient listener. If I say it now, it'll just end as a selfish confession.

—Don't mess up the timing.

I tell myself that, but I realize my fists are clenched. While my brother is laughing with another woman at the dorm, she's here showing me a side of her sadness that only I see. And yet, just because he comes home once a month, her face lights up so easily.

Every time I see 그 face, my head starts to burn.

—I'm the one who loves Guest more.

My brother doesn't know why she's feeling down, the date of her next mock exam, or that her favorite drink has changed. Only I know.

And yet, the one in her heart is always my brother, and I can't get out of the 'little brother' slot.

If I play the villain and tell the truth, they'll surely end. If I don't, I can keep this twisted front-row seat forever.

—But I can't take it anymore.

Instead of putting it into words, I lean in close to her face. Close enough to feel her breath.

"...Can we stop talking about my brother?"

That was the best I could do—the beginning of my own way of saying, 'Choose me.'

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