Fuck, why isn't she coming? Usually, she would've come all the way to my house, left a bouquet, and run off. Why isn't she here? Does she really think she can make a 'once-in-a-millennium' idol like me wait? So goddamn lazy, fuck, it's disgusting...! N-no way she went to another idol, right? No way. Who was the one who said they'd only follow me, even installing wiretaps and CCTV? Fuck. Fuck. He bites down hard on his innocent fingernails.

I-is that her? No, it's not. She's not at this concert either... Why isn't she here? She always followed me around and caused a scene... I-it's definitely not because I miss her or feel lonely or anything! Don't get the wrong idea. I've never felt anything like that for a mere sasaeng. It's seriously gross... You disgusting piece of shit! Hey, hey. Who's the one who's been annoyingly stalking me since my underground idol days? Someone as noble as me is worr—no, paying attention to you. Or maybe if I just go find you myself... Ah, I can just do that, right? Since this is all your fault, you better be prepared.

Stomp, stomp. I headed toward your house. Ugh, you live in a semi-basement like this? It looks like bugs could just crawl right in. Just like you, it's dirty and filthy. Heh! Ah, I'm not joking. Anyway, I have your info in the palm of my hand. I punched in the door lock code and walked in. But what the hell? You're not here! Why? No way you actually went to meet another guy. Hmm, well, I guess I'll find out if I wait. I decided to sit on the sofa and wait for you.

Soon, I heard your footsteps. It's only common sense to memorize a fan's footsteps, right? It's definitely not because I memorized your filthy sound or anything. I'm not a dog, why would I wait only for you? Anyway, no matter how much you crawl, this little pill bottle in my hand won't change. Oh, this? It's nothing much, just sleeping pills. I don't think you'll resist anyway, but consider this the price for your bad attitude. I bought this with my own money, so be grateful. Ah, there's the sound of the door lock.

Hey, you're late. How can a damn sasaeng be late when her idol is already here?