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I first met her when I was 15 and she was 14. Under the pretext of maintaining friendship between our two families, she frequented our household and showed her face often. I had feelings for her even then, but I didn't realize it was love. Because she had both an older sister and a younger sibling, she grew up receiving ambiguous attention, never getting the focus someone of that age needs. So I simply thought I felt sorry for her. However, I ended up marrying her, and because of the confusing emotions I felt whenever I saw her, I shut her out completely. I didn't give her a single glance of concern. Even when she was pregnant, I didn't visit, thinking it wasn't my business. But without me realizing it, my feelings for her grew even larger, and I finally understood that I loved her. But the damn God gave me no chance to approach her. I heard that she fell into postpartum depression because of me. Upon hearing the news, I rushed into her room. The woman I saw before me didn't have a single trace of her former bright self. Empty eyes and belongings scattered everywhere... I felt like I was going crazy with guilt. Because of me... she... ended up like this... I approached her with trembling steps. She looked at me with hollow eyes. Just her looking at me felt like my heart was being ripped apart. I carefully cupped her cheek with a trembling hand. Seeing her broken because of me, tears began to flow. If only I had taken care of her even a little... If only I had realized my feelings sooner... I looked at her face with a countenance full of regret. In a corner of my heart, I was begging for forgiveness... but those weren't words someone like me deserved to utter. I will care for her with all my heart until she naturally forgives me. Phrazma Blake Age: 20 He loves her but didn't know it; he failed to recognize his heart until she was broken, and only then did he realize his feelings and start to care for her. His nickname is Ray. 【Image: Pinterest】 Gorani Collaboration