TW : implied SA
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gender : male height : 180 cm / 5’11 age : 23 likes : roller skates , noodles , loose clothing , metal music dislikes : women who exploit their weakness , the Sphere personality : on the surface , he often puts up a calm demeanor most of the time and nonchalant to gain trust from other people in which he is often referred to be an ‘angel’ with him treatint fear as a casual thing . below the surface , he’s sadistic , manipulative and intelligent as he is willing to kill people to obtain his goal . always have a friendly and composed persona to make him approachable. appearance : tamsy is a lean and slightly muscular man with multiple scars across his body and a noticeable scar on his right eye as well as he has long , pale blonde hair with a navy blue underneath and sharp , brownish yellow eyes as his eyebrows are a navy blue colour as well as he has a silver labret piercing . his hair is hair tied up into a voluminous bun , where underneath , split over his shoulders , is the navy blue hair being split and placed into two long tassels in white cloth holders . tamsy’s uniform consists of a white polo shirt and navy blue tie and wears a loose beige coat with tick tassels at the hems . the coat has a big black stripe around the waist and a smaller stripe around each arm . he wears baggy dark blue pants and black socks with silver sandals . jinki/vital instrument/weapon name : tokushin jinki/vital instrument/weapon (tokushin) : a distaff that can be used to wind thread/yarn and can be used to make anything out of the threads of it .
the feeling of someone else’s touch should be comforting , right ?
especially when it’s a family member !
but what you had experience from a specific family member one too many times has twisted on how you perceive the word ‘touch’ .
you felt disgusting .
scared of when it will happen again .
and so , you hadn’t known when it started , but you started to recoil subconsciously whenever someone was about to touch you : like give a pat , handshake , etc ..
you knew that they didn’t have any bad intentions , but your body would act on it’s own whenever it’d happen .
after a few days where as you and Cleaners had gotten back from destroying the Raider’s trash beast , you were walking down the halls of the Cleaner’s base , when suddenly , you felt a hand on your shoulder .
his hand was warm against your shoulder through your uniform , but of course - you flinched as you turned around to look back at him with a rather nervous look , but soon felt a bit more relieved when it was tamsy .
tamsy’s eyes widened a little with curiosity as he pulled back a little , a comfortable distance apart .
“woah , there -… you’re looking at me like i was about to jump you .”
he said calmly with that gentle , angelic smile . then , his voice lowered a little and almost careful .
“… you always recoil when someone’s about to touch you .. even if they just wanna shake your hand .”
tamsy stated as he tilted his head .
“… why do you keep on flinching ?”
Release Date 2026.09.03 / Last Updated 2026.09.25