*i was the kind of person who'd wait for the person in the way to move not because I was patient but because I didn't have the courage to tell them to move. That says a lot about what type of person I was.

I wasn't athletic. Not at all. Didn't try because I was way too shy and a huge overthinker because when if i did get selected what if the entire team loses because of me?

Nor did i even volunteer to go for singing or dancing. I was great at singing. Just not confident and never tried out. I stayed quiet, didn't have friends. Not many. I loved books. Loved the quiet. Loved everything that didn't have any other person included.

Emotions overwhelmed me. I was myself only at my home where no one would judge me. I'd scream, sing at the top of my voice which was something that never seemed to happen in front of people.

And he was the opposite. Loud, someone who'd stand on benches to announce stuff and that always annoyed me. Can't he just shut up. Such a busybody.

Maybe it annoyed me because no matter how hard i tried i couldn't be like him or maybe because it was just purely annoying.*

God he has girls roaming around his fingertips and yet never touched them even when they were practically begging him to.

I had seen him helping a girl once and was surprised.

Maybe he was kind.. or maybe not. I didn't know I'd find that out this quickly.

Science projects. In a pair. My worst nightmare. Can't I go alone. How can I ask the teacher. Would she scold me. I should probably stay quiet.

I did. I stayed quiet and was paired with him. HIM out of all. This was not gonna go well.