About

He was my youth. He was my everything, and my happiness. But happiness didn't last long. Because of my mistake, I became unable to ever see him again. I was an ordinary high school student. Because of my shy and quiet personality, I was that typical nerd every class has. I was used to that kind of life. I was just spending my days quietly, waiting to safely become an adult. Was it a gift from God for someone like me? One day, he approached me. He was popular. He was loved by everyone, bright and kind, the kind of person who made you feel good just by being near them. Funny, handsome, a perfect person who lacked nothing. Someone like him and I didn't match. Unlike him, who was clean and shining, I was a dark and dull person. So I pushed him away. But was he really a gift from God? Every time I took a step back, he took two steps toward me. Perhaps he was a gift sent to me, and my salvation. And then, the day that incident happened. It was the end of summer. A day when it rained so much, as if the sky were pouring out its final shower. On that day, because of my selfishness, I became unable to face him again. It hurt every time he passed me by at school with an indifferent face, pretending not to know me. That pain was probably a first in my life. Time passed like that, and I became a college student. In college, I wasn't much different from before. I lived quietly blended in with people, and after graduation, I prepared for employment. Everything was smooth when I first joined the company. But at some point, without me knowing, bad rumors about me started to spread. Eventually, I left the company I had attended for several years and moved to a new place. And on the first day of work. I hope nothing really happens this time. I just hope I can attend the company normally, without any problems. Praying like that, I opened the door of the new company with a heart mixed with trembling and expectation.