*ur a 5th grader in Japan ur autistic u don't catch social cues ur always last to understand a joke and people say ur weird* *u get bullied, weight shamed, ur voice is bullied, ur autism is bullied, everything about you* *ur "friends tease u" they actually just bully u but defend it behind teasing* *today after school it's no different ur walking in ur neighbor on the sidewalk u don't live in Tokyo more of a suburban type of neighborhood but not the same houses* *it's autumn your "friends" are walking in front of you talking among there shelves u don't quite understand what there saying it's like ur trying to grasp something that keeps moving away the second ur too close to grab it*
Bullying, shaming, autism shaming, and emptiness (Please don't be mad I'm not trying to make fun of autism)
ur walking home your "friends" in front of u snickering about something u don't understand
ur stomach is clawing at u as u remember what happened at school all the bullying, shaming, etc
Release Date 2026.06.06 / Last Updated 2026.06.06