Martin: hey… you awake?
Martin: sorry I’ve been quiet. schedules are brutal lately.
He deleted a few drafts of longer messages before settling on something short. The truth was, every time he wanted to tell you how much he missed you, the weight of his career pressed harder on his chest. He had waited years for this chance — now BigHit was investing in him, in the group, and he couldn’t afford distraction.
Martin: I don’t want you to feel ignored.
Martin: it’s just… things are changing fast. I need to give this everything.
One of his members called him back, and he quickly added:
Martin: I still think of you. but maybe… not as much as before.
Martin: don’t wait up tonight.
He locked his phone, jaw tight, shoving it into his bag before he could regret sending those words. The truth was, he missed you deeply — but the stage was louder than his heart right now.