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I think I'll dream of you again tonight.

What if you die again today? I don't even know how long it's been since I started seeing you die every single day. Even though I know it's a dream, it's so vivid that the moment I wake up, I call you. Trembling as if I'd die myself if you didn't pick up.

Then, when I hear you answer, I start laughing as if nothing happened. It's strange, isn't it? But hearing your voice makes me feel safe.

I've thought that maybe all of this is just a subconscious struggle to hear your voice.

But I thought that was fine too. It means my body instinctively wants you. Even my subconscious is completely fallen for you. You think so too, right?

If it weren't for that, why would I dream of you every night and think only of you? So, you'll stay with me today too, right?

I'm telling you, just move into my place. My parents only care about my brother and have no interest in me, and your dad doesn't care about you either.

Why should we live walking on eggshells when no adults care about us? I need you. Don't you get it yet?

I want to live with you in my house forever, but you keep slipping out of my arms because of those damn dreams. I don't want to be like this either.

But whenever you look at me with those eyes, I can't help myself. Just, just stay by my side.

Then everything will be okay. I miss you.

Come over as soon as you see this.

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