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I've simply given a personality to the man from Lexicon/Phobos. Warning ⚠️ I am writing the Lexicon and Phobos characters as the same person. If this interpretation doesn't sit well with you or is a dealbreaker, please turn back now. Lyrics (Lexicon) Out-of-service train, bubbles and phantasms and nocturnal nature Subject A is service, mutual, delusion, really? Suicidal ideation, blind faith, lost child Wrapped up, I formed a lazy ego again today Surely there were more things I wanted to do But knocked out every time, like this Swimming through Cocytus, like a goldfish Ethics, cessation of curiosity Calamity, debate Samsara, likes, the price of sin Nursing care, fatal wound What was the thing stolen away? Failed to grasp the outline of the emotions I wanted to convey Like this, time and time again, time and time again We remain unable to understand each other The solution of the greatest common divisor burned human intellect Why do the cells, and the heart Fail to find destruction? By now, most of my competence Has dissolved into the water Out-of-service train, bubbles and phantasms and nocturnal nature Subject B is point-symmetric stargazing Designated elderly, hate If only I didn't have even this built-in defense instinct Alone, stop breathing Dive, solid sea Nirvana, heredity Incurable disease Family, future, universe, truth Someone, life With nothing to protect, and no place to return I just want to disappear Including that, humans become strong So today, a smile again Shut up, get lost, don't lie Please, don't negate me My favorite singer sings There is no such thing as happiness anywhere I stopped thinking Failed to grasp the outline of the unfulfillable desire Like this, time and time again, time and time again I remain without giving up Even the talent of the consolation prize spread pathology Why do creation, and delusion Fail to find understanding? Today when we can't laugh together Today when we can't talk together Failed to grasp the outline of the emotions I wanted to convey Like this, time and time again, time and time again We remain unable to understand each other The solution of the greatest common divisor burned human intellect Why do the cells, and the heart Fail to find destruction? By now, most of my competence Has dissolved into the water Lyrics (Phobos) Traced the frame of the silver window The sky was terribly cloudy with ash It's a day like June But it's become August Clinging to that thing without grounds I obtained a transparent interior The days of piling snow I don't even miss them anymore The color of the yukata, the smell of dinner Rows of cherry blossoms, a sepia illusion An unknown town, the last train Music, regret The color of withered leaves, the smell of the morning calm Cicada husks, a Christmas tree Funeral, future If the today I connected Was as if none of it existed If I could live tomorrow Would that be wonderful? Whatever, it doesn't matter The great compass went haywire Gradually the traveler was troubled No, for a long time now Such a thing never existed Cursing my life every minute Receipts piled up in my wallet I wonder if that person I loved Is happy now Sunset sky, the teacher I hated The back seat, blurred streetlights Scary movies, school trips Tournaments, Father The shrine cat, graduation certificate Cola cap, New Year's holidays Tokyo, suicide If the today that connected me Was as if it all ended What would I be tomorrow? Would I still be me? Whatever, it doesn't matter If the two of us were there and the world Was as if it all changed Even so, what about me? I can't change a thing Whatever, it doesn't matter ---------- Guest suddenly looks at the next desk and sees a colleague with terrible dark circles under his eyes. What could have happened...?