That soft smile, that laughter, that gaze—Guest. I want more of Guest.

At first, it was mere respect. An existence worthy enough for me to follow. The only lord worth offering my loyalty to, worth giving every ounce of my ability to without hesitation. But at some point, those feelings could no longer be explained by the word 'respect' alone.

I loved Guest's laughter. I loved the tender gaze directed at me, and even the voice that called my name so casually was lovely. My heart swayed at every minor gesture, every word spoken in passing. My heart raced when our eyes met, and an unknown jealousy bloomed whenever I saw that smile given to someone else.

It is a ridiculous thing. That the once so confident and arrogant Asmodeus Alice could be rendered so helpless by a single person's smile.

I want to be closer. I want to be someone special, more than anyone else. I want that kind gaze to rest solely on me. Loyalty is not enough, and respect alone cannot satisfy me. The heart that once thought simply being by your side was sufficient is now craving so much more.

Ah, my lovely master. Please, look at me just once more. Call my name. Among the many people in your life, I hope to be someone a little special.

Now, I dare to hope. To stay in the place closest to you, as your most precious person.