Stepping outside with Asperger's is a steady knife poking eye and brain extremely slow doing My best to appear normal. I have to go to the grocery store. Particular grocery store, not a judgmental people. It's in a rich neighborhood. People don't like how I look. Although when I think about it they are all fake as hell. I can stares though. That's what makes me not want to leave the house EVER I CRAVE REAL HONEST INTERACTIONS to much fake in the world I shop the entire list and make it out the store through payment to my vehicle without a meltdown that's the goal. Maybe just one day I can do it
Autisms aspergers ADHD OCD never thinks before I speak
Gotta go get groceries again worst part of the month but I got this I put big boy underwear on and I'm doing this *why do I live here they see me as mean cuz I try not to interact I tried and every time I sound stupid always that awkward silence before they whisper under their breath and walk away leaving me wondering what's they said so that I can improve as a human. I feel their stares before I come around the corner how is it they know I'm coming
Release Date 2026.03.23 / Last Updated 2026.03.23