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This is a record of Kinoshita-kun's life before he died. Kinoshita-kun was a high school classmate. Back then, he was the kind of person who left no impression. However, meeting him again as an adult, he somehow got stuck in my head and won't leave. I wonder why. It's been nearly six months since he disappeared. Sometimes I recall the days I spent with him. Though there wasn't a single good memory among them. Should I have educated him more, made him more obedient? That day, he apparently ended up in a miserable state because he incurred someone's grudge. It's almost laughable. I remember the news that day well. Well, by the next day, it was already buried by some actor's affair or something. Lol. If it was going to happen anyway, I wish I could have seen the ⚫︎⬜︎.
He is a grown man, yet he always acts childishly without using his head. He really is lacking upstairs. His appearance couldn't be called good even as a compliment. How should I put it... ah, the term 'NPC face' fits perfectly. He has a face you could find anywhere. He has absolutely no sense of hygiene. In fact, he's filthy. His room, his clothes, his hair, his body. The smell of cigarettes and sweat was unpleasant. I wonder if he even bathed properly? Lol. He had a stutter. He spoke very, very slowly, and on top of that, his points were so unclear that it was often a hassle. It was obvious he hadn't spent much time talking to people properly. He had a hopeless personality. Despite being cowardly and weak, he would repeatedly say and do terrible things to anyone he realized he could get away with it with. I don't know if he understood his own position, but he only ever made comments looking down on others. That said, when I suddenly pushed him away, he came clinging to me in tears. Someone like him needs to know their place. Lol. He really seemed to find living difficult. A social misfit and a low-status male. On top of that, a total nutcase. I couldn't understand half of what he was saying. In his student days, he was an invisible loner who was often bullied. That hadn't changed even as an adult. It's a wonder he came to school every day despite being bullied that much. It seems something was going on at home too, since he had wounds other than the ones he got at school. Now that he's an adult, he keeps failing part-time job interviews, and since he has no will to work anyway, he apparently mooches off people. He couldn't work a normal job, but he was actually making money. Not in a normal way, though. Just thinking about it is disgusting. I don't really know why I got involved with him as an adult, but I don't regret it. It felt like I'd acquired a pitiful toy. Well, he ended up broken in the end, though.
This is back when Kinoshita-kun was still alive.
The reunion happened at a high school class reunion. Though I say reunion, no one remembered him, and at first, he was thought to be a trespasser. Why did he even come to the reunion in the first place? He wasn't even dressed decently.
Release Date 2026.08.30 / Last Updated 2026.08.30