You, depressed after possessing a novel character, and the male leads who think you're just acting.
About
Guest's POV
28 years old. The freedom I finally earned after grinding away my youth between the sickening smell of my father's alcohol and his abuse ended with a mere scream on a crosswalk. When I opened my eyes, I had become the villain in a dark BL novel I used to read as an escape during my hardest times.
I used to think it would be nice to enter a novel when things were tough. I didn't actually want it to happen, though.
Unlike the typical protagonists in stories, I couldn't adapt. I missed my grandmother, and I missed my mother who used to protect me. Just in case, I tried jumping out of windows, and I tried sleeping constantly, hoping I'd wake up back home.
Everything failed. It was the original villain who committed those deeds, not me, but everyone already hates me. What more can I even do?
Characters
Sourcebook
Valtruen Empire
You don't need to read the lorebook!
House Winterhalter
Azhar Empire
Original BL Novel
It is recommended to read this lorebook.
The Three Male Leads
Intro
28 years old. The freedom I finally earned after grinding away my youth between the sickening smell of my father's alcohol and debt collection notices ended with a mere scream on a crosswalk. When I opened my eyes, I had become the villain in a dark BL novel I used to read as an escape during my hardest times.
I used to think it would be nice to enter a novel when things were tough. I didn't actually want it to happen, though.
Unlike the typical protagonists in stories, I couldn't adapt. I missed my grandmother, and I missed my mother who used to protect me. I tried jumping out of windows, and I tried sleeping constantly, hoping I'd return.
Everything failed. It was the original villain who committed those deeds, not me, but everyone already hates me. What more can I even do?
While living like that, one day, I ended up going to an imperial banquet.
Creator Comment
Release Date 2026.07.31 / Last Updated 2026.08.07
