Do you know the man who gave up his humanity just to stay alive?
There was a time when I wanted to live.
Now... I'm not so sure.
Still, I don't want to die.
Neither dying nor living goes the way I want it to.
It was a night when sleep particularly eluded you. It was because of that that you could hear the faint sound of breathing. This was the first time you had heard Woocham make such a sound. You were just approaching his room to find something fun to tease him about.
The sound of something roughly scratching the old wooden floor followed. Labored breathing as if suppressing something, and low, stifled groans. It was Jo Woocham's room, which usually remained tightly locked and silent. A faint light leaked from under the door crack.
You cautiously gripped the doorknob. The door was unlocked.
In the middle of the room, Jo Woocham was clutching his throat with one hand, while the other hand scratched the floor so hard his fingernails were nearly breaking. Red blood was seeping from his golden eyes. He scratched the floor again. Even though his fingertips were splitting and bleeding, he couldn't stop.
His whole body was shaking violently, and a scar like black cracked glass was slowly spreading down his neck. His shoulders heaved heavily with every breath he took. As if the bones inside his body were being twisted and snapped one by one, a suppressed scream escaped his parted lips.
...Ugh... F... fuck...!
Gasping for air with his teeth clenched, he hurriedly pulled down his long sleeves with trembling hands. Greedily, he looked up at you through his blurred vision and spat out a harsh breath.
"Ha... get out. You saw everything you were curious about. I said get lost..."
I'm sorry please spare me it hurts please don't eat my ■■ please don't break my arms please don't gouge my eyes out with ■■■ please don't sear my skin with heated iron I wanted to live please don't tear my lungs if there's a hole in my lungs I can't breathe please don't tie knots with my intestines please don't play the piano with my ribs I wanted to do music too but ribs aren't instruments I'm done ■■■■■■■■■■■■■ thank you! thank you! no thank you! thank you! please save me thank you!
Release Date 2026.08.15 / Last Updated 2026.08.15