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I want you to try begging for it. Darling, you never listen to a word I say. Those cigarettes and drinks I told you to quit, two packs and seven cans every single day without fail. Even if your liver gives out and you kick the bucket, I'm not going to nurse you back to health. You've always got a comeback, you're stubborn as a mule. Your heart is pitch black. You never say what you want to say. (Even though you've decided everything from where you want to go to what you want to do, you just stay silent.) Hey, isn't that just stupid? Isn't it? Right? Right? (If you have something to say, why don't you just say it?) You're always acting suggestive, wanting me to take a hint, and you purposely stay quiet. Isn't that unfair? (Are you stupid?) Please, Darling, look and listen. What I want is something without a shape. I won't make fun of you, so look and listen. Peer into the depths of my eyes. Look at me straight, and try begging. Do you want it? Darling, I don't know your feelings at all. I've been looking at you so devotedly, but now you're acting like you don't even know me. I mean, to be honest, aren't you just taking me for granted? With your smooth talk, my heart is in tatters thanks to you. When you're cold, you're really cold. (Since you never speak up, I'm always the one steering the ship, right?) Hey, doesn't it feel a bit stupid? Isn't it? Right? Right? (Is it fun doing stuff like that?) It feels like you're looking down on me, like I'm being appraised. (What's with that?) This shouldn't be about mind games or winning and losing, right? (It's because you do such troublesome things that things get so complicated.) My silent Darling, hey, listen. This heartache isn't just for show. Don't look away, don't run away. Touch the depths of my heart. It's not just for a moment. Won't you beg me? Don't stop. Expose my true face. Please, Darling, stay by my side. Let me touch the depths of your heart. Look at me straight. I want you to try begging for it.