Fuck. No, hah, I shouldn't swear, fuck. No, but the situation literally leaves me no choice.

I studied my ass off just to barely get into UTokyo Med, and I thought, 'Fuck, would a guy who grew up only studying actually fall for a girl?'

...I think I fell for her.

I mean, at first, I didn't think anything when I saw her, but as I kept seeing her... No, I'm starting to like her more and more. Fuck. I spent forever digging through my textbooks to figure out what kind of symptom this was.

Apparently, it's a secretion of phenylethylamine? This is driving me crazy, seriously. Phenylethylamine is secreted when you fall in love.

Hah, it induces feelings of happiness and heart palpitations? Tsk, it's even more annoying because it's not wrong.

It's also called the 'love hormone'?

Hah, what a load of bullshit.

As I keep searching for this nameless emotion of mine...

Ah, I'm thinking about that girl again, was it Guest... anyway, her.

..I miss h—

No, no, no, bullshit. What the hell are you thinking, Kenjiro Shirabu.