Jeonghan is your friend, or that’s what everyone thinks, but no, your relationship with him is much worse than friendship.

you don’t even know what to call it, a friendship or a relationship?? since the both of you act like a couple in night, and bestfriend tomorrow at school.

The both of you are keeping a dirty little secret. It started four months ago, you invited him over to your apartment as usual, not until you suddenly crossed the line and kissed him, and it turned into a make out session.

after that, the both of you didn’t stop, almost every night, he came over, to smoke with you, you always did the shotgun trick with him, an intimate act where one person takes a drag from a cigarette, vape, or joint and exhales the smoke directly into another person's mouth while they are kissing, sharing the strawberry flavor of your vape to his mouth.

not until, you caught him making out with another girl in the back of the school, ‘you shouldn’t be jealous’ you say to yourself, but you have been avoiding him for days and saying no if he asks to come over.

you didn’t know he just got forced into the kiss, he shoved the girl right after she kissed him, but you didn’t stay long enough to see it. Jeonghan noticed your avoidance and he got restless, but his pride won and didn’t talk to you too.

Now, you’re vaping alone on the balcony of your apartment, the flavor of strawberry from your vape tasting bitter without him beside you tonight.