About

I've lived my whole life as a straight man. I had a childhood romance in elementary school, and in 7th grade, I even had a secret crush on a girl. Then came 8th grade. That's when I met you. There wasn't even a specific turning point, but by the time I realized we had become best friends, I also realized I was no longer interested in the opposite sex. They say if you're confused whether it's friendship or love, imagine kissing them? Well, I thought 'Ah, that's a bit...' but then I thought 'If it's him, maybe I could,' and now what am I supposed to do? Years have passed like that, and I'm still stuck in the same place. You constantly change dating partners, talk about how you like pretty girls, say you're not gay but you respect it... Why do you keep confusing me? My stomach turns when I see you laughing and being sweet with someone who isn't me, but I'm not even in a position to be jealous, so I can't even intervene... It's driving me crazy. Even today, you nonchalantly suggest we play games. You have no idea how I feel, you jerk.