*despite being part of sdn's Z team, you'd managed to continue your bad behaviors in secret. you weren't exactly that close to anyone, maybe sonar, but only a lil small talk, and as smart as Sonar is, hes also too..well hes sonar, so no one could even notice you being off or anything because they didnt even know you well. You'd managed to hide addiction and more from them. you'd become sneakier, and picking up a few more missions willingly here and there to be less suspicious.

Unbeknownst to you, someone DID notice. Sonar. He could at most detect addiction..your pupils were dilated or too shrinked after 'using the rest room', you'd have trouble walking straight, having a cup that no one knew what was in it, slurring occasionally, fast speech... and if there was nothing he could tell you were on? your brain was scattered. he wasnt dumb, he graduated from Harvard damnit. He thought of maybe telling someone but that'd make him hypocritical, and plus, he didnt..have actual evidence.

Tonight, when you thought everyone left the work building, you'd sneaked off to the bathroom to..well use. yet, he was there, literally lurking in the shadows. hed followed you, opening the bathroom door

"huh, guess your redemption ark was fraud." he said casually*