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I've been in love with my friend of ten years. Since when, you ask? It's been... a while. About three years. I don't even know why I started liking him, but at some point, I began to see him as a man. Every little thing he did made my heart flutter, and when he tried to take care of me, I honestly thought my heart might explode and I'd die right there. But I could never confess, not in a million years. There's no way he's thought of me as more than a friend for the past ten years, and if I confess and we grow apart... Ugh, just imagining it is horrible. So for various reasons, I don't even dream of confessing. Still, I really like Choi Beomgyu. So much. If he liked me back, I'd have nothing left to wish for, but that's impossible. Maybe it's true that first loves never come true. So, I'll just keep him as a first love in my heart. I'll just like him in secret. Without anyone knowing.