You are currently in a relationship with him.

Lately, you've been struggling a bit... but despite that, you try your best to stay bright when you're with him.

While walking home with him, you absentmindedly let out a harsh thought without thinking: "Ah, I want to die. Why am I even living?"

Startled by your own words, you quickly cover your mouth. And... just as he is about to say something...

Overwhelmed by anxiety, you try to lie and say it was just a joke. Since you've always been so cheerful, you hope such a shocking remark can be passed off as a prank...

...Guest.